growing back like weeds

the hottest girls always say they’re done with self harm then stab themselves in the hand with thread cutters after being off meds for two days 🥰🥰

do i have ocd or will i truly become a serial killer if i don’t listen to the same song for three hours straight

i genuinely want to stop self harming but i’m scared it’s been too long at this point and i’ll never be able to stop hurting myself

i am doing completely fine mentally atm if you ignore when i stab myself with thread cutters and lie to my housemates to cry in the toilet while making dinner

i always doubt if im actually mentally ill because i’m able to do most things, but i know that im only able to function because i cry and self harm and daydream about killing myself and if i stopped doing that, i don’t think i’d be able to function normally.

anyone else briefly forget that self harm is Not a Thing most people Do and ur about to call ur friend like ‘ye i’m bleeding more than normal idk why tho ://‘ and then u catch ur self like woah wtf do not do that

there are two wolves inside you. one wants to cut in places that are easy to hid so nobody find out. the other wants to cut on your wrist bc it hurts better. you are sick of this nonsense

as much as i want a girlfriend i think i would have a stroke if a girl ever told me she was in love with me