eva viva

a year ago, i was in a bad place. yeah. we'll call it that.

but now the spring has come. i have great friends and i have interests. im weird again; i daydream. i laugh everyday; i dont dread the mirror. flowers are blooming. and i am so grateful.

i make new friends! i go new places! i have optimism!! and i journal and sleep and eat and today i even put on sunscreen, even though its cloudy. and i am so grateful.

and as i sit in the park, i dream about my future. college, community, what ill do. and i realize, i regained it. my spark. and i am so grateful.

junk journal for the past few weeks

but how do i major in feeling. get a job in happiness. make a living with thoughts and no talent.