my darling what are you doing here, what are you running from? when I see you on the grass, sprinting and laughing, jumping like a fairy, born to glide over the green, all I think is that you do so with such conviction. you laugh (always) and everything you do is so lighthearted. but, at the same time, there is a sense of intensity about you. I cannot explain how. you exist in extremities and contradictions (that’s how I know you must be the centre of the universe - a place without sense, time or logic). why, when I watch your eyes, does it seem that, when you run, you are attempting to escape? be safe. I know that being terrifically risky can be wonderful; but, it is not sustainable. they say it is human, the way you push the limits. I am not so sure. even if it was, you do it in such an artistic way that it is practically divine, and I envy you for that. none the less, you must be wary. be mindful of your head, your soul - take the time to ensure you are not destroying them for the sake of making others grin. I wish you saw the seriousness of your perfection. I wish you saw that you were worthy of love and belonging. perhaps then I could love you, make you feel like you belonged. you are whole where I am less than half. you grow from the cracks in the pavement into an ocean of rainforest. I wish I could unpick your pain and read your soul. you are extraordinary, entirely and smotheringly so. let the light in, let your pain be felt. why do you fear that? why do you fear feeling pain, feeling anything at all? I think I know why. why you hide all you feel, why you run with such chaotic desperation. you are afraid to discover that you are human. that you are not divine. that you feel like them and you bleed like them, and that terrifies you. what will it take for me to convince you? if I saw your pain, if you let it out in a cascade of fear, a sea of anger, an ocean of human. I would still think you the most divine of them all. and, no matter what, when I search for you I will always find you at the centre of the universe.
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