Seoking wet

I didn’t put you up on my profile picture in time, or my cover photo, I didn’t post about you at midnight, but I’m not pondering on if society will accept me as your “stanner.”

I won’t make this too long, because whatever I want to say cannot be put coherently into words, let some things be our little secret, yeah? You’ve been there for me at sleepless nights, you’ve been there to put smiles on my face during terror. You’ve reached out to me when I needed you the most. You’ve gone through me without knowing about my existence better than most of the people who have known me for years. You’ve been there for me when I needed someone to be there, you’ve made me feel your presence just by existing, you’ve helped me make decisions when no one else could. Meeting you was one of the best things that ever happened to me. The only thing I’ve done for you is love you from this corner of my world in secrecy where you’ve given me so much more than I asked for without even knowing it.

I want you to be happy, to be healthy, to be there on stage and to do what you want to do. I want you to know how much you are loved, how much you mean to the world, and how many worlds you complete. I want everything good for you, I want you to smile, always.

Happy birthday, baby.

I love you.

Trying to keep up with assignment deadlines like

“I’ll just type in all the fancy fucking words I know. Abattoir, gelatin, buttock.”

“Nothing is coming to me, turkey on a dick, I should start throwing things to prove a point.”

“Might as well slam pens against my books to refurbish myself. Wow a nice fucking beat.”

“Should take my glasses off and sigh as exasperatedly as I possibly can to remind myself that school, assignments and deadlines are a series of shitfests and my professor is a fucking virgin.”

“Must gaze deeply into oblivion because I am potentially fucked.“

And then, on weekends we getting some dick boiii  we’re finally rejoicing.

“Clothes on, makeup on, panties drop.”

Me: *sees fanwars*

Someone: *cusses my fandom*

Me: *barks to the top of my lungs, scratches, bites, throws potatoes, screams at wall, throws self on ground and roars violently at said person*

Also me:

Me: *listens to kpop without headphones*