℘ ྀ thinking of toxic.roman making you deep throat him while he degrades you
The loop on his laptop hits a repetitive, hypnotic bassline, vibrating through the floorboards and straight into your chest. But the only sound that really matters is the messy, desperate noise of you trying to keep up with him.
Roman doesn’t do gentle. He doesn’t do soft. He treats love like a power struggle, and you’re so hopelessly, miserably whipped that you handed him the win before he even asked for it. You’d let him ruin your life in broad daylight as long as he keeps his hands on you in the dark.
Right now, those hands—heavy, calloused, and smelling faintly of tobacco and expensive cologne—are buried deep in your hair, fistfuls of it anchoring your head firmly in place. He’s leaning back against the headboard, his dark eyes hooded and completely detached, watching you like a king inspecting his property.
"Fucking pathetic," he mutters, his voice a low, raspy gravel that sends a shiver straight down your spine. He shifts his weight, his hips moving in a slow, punishing rhythm that completely crowds your mouth.
You choke out a soft, muffled whimper, your hands gripping his thighs for balance, your nails digging into his jeans. But he only tightens his grip on your hair, forcing you to take every inch of him, entirely unbothered by the way your chest heaves for air. He pulls back just enough to let you breathe, but before you can even catch your breath, his thumb hooks under your chin, forcing your face up.
A cruel, knowing smirk pulls at the corner of his lips. He loves this. He loves knowing that he owns every single reaction out of you.
"Look at you," he murmurs, his thumb brushing roughly over your wet cheek, smearing your makeup without a shred of gentleness. "Look how pretty you look choking on it for me. You’re such a good little slut, mami."
The word slips out of him like honey and venom, and it makes your stomach completely flip. You know you should have more pride, you know your friends hate him and try to convince you to leave him, but you’re too far gone. You look up at him with total, pathetic devotion, your eyes watery and your lips parted, practically begging for whatever scraps of attention he’s willing to throw you.
He chuckles darkly at the look on your face, a sound completely devoid of warmth but intoxicating all the same. He leans down, his breath hot against your ear as he whispers, "Yeah? You like it when I talk to you like that? You love being my bitch, don't you?"
You can only nod, a pathetic, needy movement against his hand.
"Good." He guides your head back down, his fingers tightening in your hair once more. "Then keep going. Don't stop until I tell you to, mami."















