lately, i’ve been finding it hard to reignite the love and drive i once had for a lot of things. this includes writing and rp. don’t get me wrong, i do actually still love it and i don’t want to give it up.. but a lot of personal issues, a lot of rl struggles have sort of had me in my head for sometime and every time i feel like i want to come back, i no longer have the drive or energy or muse. i’ve been sort of wondering if maybe this is where that chapter should end? i’ve been writing for years and i’ve been on tumblr for longer than i can remember (and probably longer than i even want to admit), but eventually things have to stop someday and after a lot of things that happened within the past few months, i’ve been wondering more and more if maybe this is a sign that i should finally just move on. but there’s still that part of me that wants to hold on to it for a little while longer. so it’s tough.
i’ve been speaking to some friends/partners and we’ve decided it’s probably best to completely distance myself for sometime (maybe a few days? maybe a week?) and stop being so hung up on tumblr and trying to force that muse and drive, and just take some time for myself to figure out what i want. regardless of what this will mean for me, i am probably done with this account. i might remake if i decide to continue writing and rp, and if i do, i’d be more than happy to continue plots and threads with partners. if you actually read this and are interested in my new account (assuming i do remake), and want to plot/write together there, don’t hesitate to give this a like or im/message me. you can always ask for my discord or twitter if you want to keep in contact ♡

















