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<hubbabubbablower82>:

anyone here try electric bubbleberry and minto freeze together? im considering putting an ebay bid for minto freeze because ive had some good experiences with mixing other mint/fruit combos.

<kballrubb>:

honestly, sounds like an awesome idea. good luck man! let us how it goes 👍

<VE3NKI>

every month I get a new pet to replace the old one.

no one can stop me from buying a gun and using my imagination.

someone will come to my grave and find a fire smouldering for the last 10'000 years and then pour water on it.

idi amin is my uncle and he taught me how to play rugby.

everyone will feel pain sometimes.

a vague collection of fluids and signals burns her hand on the stove.

the end of the end of it all.

i slide all of my trash off my desk

it all comes tumbling down

laying on the gurney

when my debts need to be paid

i have to take this beating laying down

letting me hurt me as i slip into still.

more and more vulnerable

im so exploitable

you can take advantage of me easily

shes hurting herself and not only that shes apologizing to no one.

I hold my lighter to the candles flame to burn it faster.

I poison my own drink.

a fever with no virus.

termites eaten out the centre of the tree.

leif known

birds in my hand

table knee

the binding

lessen me, let me work into

I think of my girlfriends with cerebral palsy, I imagine them flustered and horny and asking for my help with simple tasks. they want me to help. I think about them bent like an unfurled coat hanger on their beds. I think about them drooling comfortably, I blot their cheek with a napkin and give her a sweet kiss. of course because i love her so much id do anything for them. I think of them speaking with slow gaited rhythms that keep me at the edge of my proverbial seat as they tell me kind perverted wantings. their dreamy voices slurred and effortful. I think of slipping my fingers in through theirs. i am feeling their strained tendons activating as i caress them.

a stripped screw

at 17 i realized i had the desire to chemically castrate myself.

a flaccid failed man. a wilted boy

i sexually assaulted my younger brother when i was 9

my father walked in and told me to never speak about it to anyone

something sitting wedged into my stomach since then

I was forced to grow around it as it grew into me

the wretched memory of the act staying perfectly preserved by my shame

it turned me from a kept promise into pitiful faggot

my mother still asks me what was wrong when i was that age, why i was so anxious, staring into the corner of the wall at recess, why i cried so much, why couldn't make friends.