Yo. It's me.

This one caught me by surprise. 10 years???

I packed all of my things in 1 run and left the farm at 1 am on September 10. Haven't looked back since.

I don't feel anything.

I then said: “I want to be a living example of something he never was; a creation of his he never sculpted- something for him to marvel at; but never take credit for.” I spooked myself, because I still have no idea where that came from.

Be my druidess Be my everything Be my druidess Be mine. Around the Pyre, a circle of thirteen, Throughout these woods, ecstatic screams. I look deeply into your eyes, I smell your hair, caress your thighs. Now we'll make love by fire light, A blaze so high it lights the night. Long fingernails dug in my skin, Yourself so wet invites me in. Be my druidess Be my everything Be my druidess Be mine. Our lust increased feeds desire, As we combust, yeah we on fire. I feel you shake so deep inside, Oh scream my name and hold me tight. I'll do anything to make you cum I'll do anything to make you... Be my druidess Be my everything Be my druidess Be mine. I'll do anything To make you cum, I'll do anything To make you... I'll do anything To make you cum, I'll do anything To make you cum. I'll do anything To make you cum, I'll do anything To make you... I'll do anything I'll do anything, I'll do anything To make you...

Ever throwing at his home Two glass houses, twenty stones Fourteen yellow, six are blue Could it be worse?.. Quite doubtful. I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore 1-2 1-2-3-4. Two steps forward, three steps back Without warning, heart attack He fell asleep in the snow Never woke up, died alone I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore 1-2 1-2-3-4. [x2] Please don't dress in black When you're at his wake Don't go there to mourn But to celebrate I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore 1-2 1-2-3-4. I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore

In her place one hundred candles burning, As salty sweat drips from her breast. her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying, They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... yeah. Yeah. Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine, I am your servant, may I light your cigarette? Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying, They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... yeah. Yeah. I beg to serve, your wish is my law, Now close those eyes and let me love you to death. Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying? Begging, I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get.. yeah. Let me love you to... Let me love you to death. To death. Let me love you to... Let me love you to death. To death. Am I good enough for you? Am I good enough for you? Am I? For you? Am I? For you? Am I good enough For you?

Today is the day I make my turnaround. 

Stop Be quiet now Out with the light and Then up and down it goes Fly Out with the light There at the door The inspiration I've looked for The spirit of the youth appears No one ever dares to speak It's nothing else but fantasy It's make believe Make believe No one ever dares to speak It's nothing else but fantasy But one day It all will come to life Step out of line And I'll teach you how to fly Then away we'll go Leave your mark land of mine Leave your mark In the land of mine The second one to right And then straight on Until morning light Stop Be quiet now No irritation No, not the slightest doubt We got once Quick - we better hurry There from the road I sense The end of fun gets near Wonderful thoughts And imaginations These things will lift you up What is it like? You ask me, my dear Will there be fairies Or things to fear? For fairies sake I'd say You better come with me So soon you'll see Now up and down it goes And round Round and round and round Praise To my cleverness They all follow me All praise to innocence That's everything it needs Fly in Fly out They'll leave it all behind No one ever dares to speak It's nothing else but fantasy It's make believe Make believe No one ever dares to speak It's nothing else but fantasy But one day It all will come to life Step out of line And I'll teach you how to fly Then away we'll go Leave your mark land of mine Leave your mark In the land of mine Life is a map And it is quite confusing The lights are up Now let the play begin She flies, she flies Into the light she flies No words like "Just" in mind She's finding Neverland There on the day she dies Don't stop it now She still enjoys the scene Don't stop it now Don't stop it now Don't stop it now Don't stop it now, now, now No one ever dares to speak It's nothing else but fantasy It's make believe Make believe No one ever dares to speak It's nothing else but fantasy But one day It all will come to life Step out of line And I'll teach you how to fly Then away we'll go Leave your mark land of mine Leave your mark In the land of mine

Taken the long way Dark realms I went through I arrived My vision's so clear In anger and pain I left deep wounds behind But I arrived Truth might be changed by victory Beyond the void but deep within me A swamp of filth exists A lake it was of crystal beauty But Arda's spring went by I've heard the warning Well curse my name I'll keep on laughing No regret No regret Don't fear the eyes of the dark lord Morgoth I cried All hope is gone but I swear revenge Hear my oath I will take part in your damned fate I will always remember their cries Like a shadow which covers the light I will always remember the time But it's past I cannot turn back the time (I) don't look back There's still smoke near the shore But I arrived Revenge be mine I will take part in your damned fate Morgoth I cried It's my oath So don't fear the eyes Of the dark lord Soon you will be free Set your spirit free "Suddenly I realized The prophecies I've never believed in My deeds were wrong I've stained the land And slain my kin (Burning Soul) There's no release from my sins It hurts THE CURSE OF FËANOR RUNS LONG Time and only time will tell us Tell: was I right or wrong? When anger breaks through I'll leave mercy behind” I will take part in your damned fate Morgoth I cried It's my oath So don't fear the eyes Of the dark lord I will always remember their cries Like a shadow they'll cover my life But I'll also remember mine (And) after all I'm still alive

Gone are the days of acceptance for all, and here are the days where you’re attacked for being different than the rest of society. If you stand out, hunker down and keep out of sight, if you know what’s good for you.

Man On The Edge - Original Piece

RANT. FUCKING. OVER.

I never thought I would do this EVER. But here I am, now with a Tinder. What am I doing with my life?