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We know you since July 1st 2019, at that time we feel confuse, because tbh we don’t know what should we do with you, but we tried to be calm and proses all the situation, and we feel the same thing bout you existence, we love you.

We took you to the hospital to make sure everything, and we saw the little thing inside me and it’s you. We don’t know yet, you will be boy or girl at that time, but we were trying our best and give the best thing for you to grow well, we pray every day ask God to protect you and give you a blessed.

But

What can we do if God’s plan is not same with our plan that we were prepared for you.

14th Oct 2019

We finally meet you, but not in a good situation. We lost you.

I am so sorry I am not good mom for you, I am sorry if I eat not well when I still had you inside of me, I am sorry I always tickle you from outside, I am so sorry I always gave you a story about the books that I want to share with you, I know you love peppa pig for sure because when I saw peppa pig, you so excited inside my tummy, seems like you want saw it more when I close it, I am so sorry I always take you to a long journey, I was thought that you will be happy if we took you to the place where we love, but we know you love it too right.

You know what? I love when I saw your Dad talk to you, tell a bed time story, or just tell to take care of me when he was on duty, tell you how much he loves you, or even a joke, your Dad doesn’t mean it if he did his joke to you. He loves you so much, he always makes sure that you had the best food, the best doctor, the best vitamin, and he always said he will ask you to join him exercise every weekend.

We are lucky to know and have you even just 20 weeks, thank you for everything, your patience, your move that We always wait to your move your feet or your arms, and we felt it, we feel like we hugging you or just make a hi5, thank you for being a great Boy for me and your dad, thank you for listen your dad to be a good Boy, your dad always said to you every day to be a good Boy, and you prove it to your dad that you are a good son.

Thank you Son. Until we met again. We miss you already.

Please come visit me or your dad on our dream.

We just human who just can planed whatever we want, but in the end God always knew the best.

❤️Your Mom and Dad