Tyler Durden

When she talks about her previous relationship,I get so insecure because somewhere around I feel

I'm not being a good boyfriend, when she tells her ex did this and that, I feel like a bummer , who does nothing for her.

She used to be expressive, atleast in her other accounts, she used to post lovely lines about her partner in her previous relationships.

She never does it for me 😪 I know its sounding stupid, but I'm a stupid jealous, insecure, possessive guy who always wants to be her best man.

Not even in her spam accounts, she posts about me 😔 I'm not craving attention or want to publicly announce our things,but some emotions doesn't need a reason

I cannot directly tell all these, coz I may look like a weird maniac psycho preying over a girl's life.

No one even cares if I die

I just couldn't control my emotions, I didn't wanna create a scene ,but Stupid me couldn't stop from asking her about future again 😪

I know its bad but what should I do, I cannot help but constantly think about it

I just wanna give her happiness, instead I'm constantly hurting her

Maybe I should stay away from her for her good

She's the most beautiful thing that happened to me

I'm so proud of her,her everything is so perfect for me

I will make sure she never regrets about anything, I'll be her savior no matter what.

Deep inside I feel she doesn't want me as her lover, she just respects me for what I have done to her, she likes my behavior, she likes everything about me ! But she doesn't love me I guess.

She's just too scared to confront this truth, thinking it would break my heart. I'm too scared to ask because it might take her away from me 😪

What she doesn't know is , My heart is already broken.

I can sometimes sense it or see the way she treats me.She is not seeing a forever future with me.

I was once a careless and reckless individual,Life was all good but back then.

When I decided to stay on a path and be responsible, I'm being hurt more than ever !!

Do I deserve this ?

After all, I just wanna spread some Love around me.

I'm a fucking spineless loser, who cannot stand on anything

I can never keep something I love

I never did and never will be getting eternal happiness

She's kindoff open to her interests in other guys while she has feelings for me, I don't know how to phrase this relationship, but she's ready if someone better invites her for a date or if someone better approaches her !!

What about me 😪

I said ok for her condition, but it hurts me and kills me when she talks close or if someone talks close or tries to hit !

I die in silence every day and be born again the next minute with the fear of losing her.