sweet dreams

Over years I had friends that weren't my friends after all, but just people that passed through my life. And I don't like those passerbys because I open my heart to them, I let them in, treat them the way I treat everyone who's dear to me and I become their biggest fan.

But they don't do that for me. They stay with me until they find someone better. Or they leave me at my weakest. Leave me when I need them by my side. Leave me and then I realise that we were friends because I wanted to, I did all the friendship and as soon as I stopped talking, inviting, texting they pretend like we were never friends.

The worst thing you can do is ask "why"

Because trust me, 95% of the time they ask that themselves, and when you make it a big deal, it doesn't make it better.