Existence over non-existence
In a way we have to embrace whatever we know that is going to happen, the good and the bad.
Being with you for whatever time let go of all the fear of not completely living.
I would have stuck in a routine not to knowing what it is to exist. Existence over not existence always.
We can never be truly free from our fears if you and I even deep down knew it was not meant to be.
Only once we tried we can know its real.
This at least we were able to do because we were no longer afraid.
We may not know the specific details of what an end might be or how it would have shaped out to be. But we do know that with absolute certainty that someday we are all to die.
We know that along the way there will be sorrow and pain and there will be moments when life seems overwhelming and impossible to endure, when we will suffer deeply, but there can also be beauty and love in tiny and huge moments when life seems perfect and profound.
The point is if we let ourselves to be consumed by fear of all this, we will never experience any of it. We would have hidden away from our lives left with nothing but regrets.
For most of us the fear of existence is persistent and continues to hold us back from fully embracing life, from treasuring every moment.
What would I do if I wasn’t afraid. Embrace life.












