Dusk And Her Embrace

In a way we have to embrace whatever we know that is going to happen, the good and the bad.

Being with you for whatever time let go of all the fear of not completely living.

I would have stuck in a routine not to knowing what it is to exist. Existence over not existence always.

We can never be truly free from our fears if you and I even deep down knew it was not meant to be. 

Only once we tried we can know its real. 

This at least we were able to do because we were no longer afraid.

We may not know the specific details of what an end might be or how it would have shaped out to be. But we do know that with absolute certainty that someday we are all to die. 

We know that along the way there will be sorrow and pain and there will be moments when life seems overwhelming and impossible to endure, when we will suffer deeply, but there can also be beauty and love in tiny and huge moments when life seems perfect and profound.

The point is if we let ourselves to be consumed by fear of all this, we will never experience any of it. We would have hidden away from our lives left with nothing but regrets.

For most of us the fear of existence is persistent and continues to hold us back from fully embracing life, from treasuring every moment.

So I reached your place at 4:00 AM.

I saw your mother in between you and your brothers resting bodies. Aunty and uncle had lost everything she had worked for.

I am not able to get over this. I need to know if you are doing okay, we need to know that things are going to be better.

Anonymous

- Sep 2, 2007

"I hope the pacific is as blue as it had been in my dreams. I hope."

I hope Roshan is as smart as he potrays himself to be, and that this will remain forever.Roshan is like a breath of fresh air from people chained to wordly trivialities. He is a very good coverstionalist, an amazing listener and knowlegeable.People with enough intellect will never run out of topics to talk- rather argue upon with Oliver.He is driven be traits of madness with almost equal time intervals- like deciding to turn vegetarian or to never lie. Not to forget self-obsession and rigidity of following his principles; he has them for everything, even hair gel usage and google and orkut and guys and parties. everything under the sun.

Anonymous

- Sep 2, 2007

Roshan is one of the most level headed persons, I have ever known. (this really hurt!) For the 16 years of my life I've known him, he seemed like any other normal person, but I came to know about the storm hidden behind that tiny cerebral cortex quite late. He probably acquired it that late.!This was the hardest testimonial I've written.

If at all I desire an enemy He would be The One.

ps-thank you for the demi goddess part.

remember our coffee shop deal?

Anonymous

- Sep 1, 2007

He is competition, sure. My ONLY competiton.

But he means more. I am not all that a scorpion either.