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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 (or more) people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <3

imagine chatting with george while having tea with him, talking about makeup, gossip, etc.

𝗵𝗶𝗶 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲, 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝗱𝗲𝗲𝗽𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗼𝗺 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗲... 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗼, 𝘀𝗼, 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵! 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗺𝗽𝘁 𝘁𝗼 "𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻" 𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁. 𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 "𝗮 𝗧𝘂𝗺𝗯𝗹𝗿 𝗮𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗰," 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗹𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝘀. 𝗜 𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗱, 𝗜 𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱, 𝗜 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲. 𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗻𝗼𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘄𝗲'𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗻 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗰 𝘄𝗲𝗯𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝘀𝗸𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆, 𝗿𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱. 💜🐢

I'm going to vent (nobody will care): I know I make mistakes, mistakes, mistakes, a lot, I know I've messed up a lot and I've never been okay with myself, but... when I'm alone or distracted I start thinking about the love of my life who left last month. I hate venting but I need to. So the fact that I'm very active on Tumblr now is to distract myself, try to talk, have fun... I just wish I were dead but I don't have the courage and I know I need to stay alive.

frrr

still thinking abt it... george's voice, his eyes, his sarcasm, ugh !!!!!