Vanity of Vanities, Life is but a vapor

Hearing your words gave me the bliss of my life. There's no one more beautiful than you. Trust me, I would do nothing to harm you or anyone for that matter. But you're acceptance and respect 🙏, plus hearing sexual words from you about me, this joy cannot be replaced. You will always have my heart. Just pray for me to find someone similar to you in days to come, not a parent, but a lover, and a sane mind for me. You were a total joy and blessing to work with, to know, to look at, and everything in between. I know your situation and silence is my vow. However, I will think of you, dream about you, silence (other than this) is my vow. I only rest knowing that it could have been.

Thank you.