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"Yeah, it started raining so..." For a moment, his gaze catches Jim's, which he quickly averts. His thumbs wrestled between his locked fists. Ivan keeps staring. "What are you two doing?"

"Nothing, we were just chattin'." Thomas answers. "Something, I think, we wanna talk to you about. Are ya busy?"

"No, yeah." He quickly nods. "Just gonna dry myself off first."

"Yep."

Ivan excuses himself to the bathroom. His legs grew lighter with every step he took, needing to lean against the door as he shuts it locked. Breaths weighed heavy with each drag from his lungs. He takes in a sharp inhale and doesn't let go.

The facet runs hot water into Ivan's hands, splashing his face over and over until his skin's scalding. He can't hold onto breath anymore. His head's spinning now, a terrible ringing in his ears. He can't think straight, and ẃ̴̟h̵͓͐o̵̹͗'̶̤̂ṡ̵͍ ̶͈̎f̵͔̈a̶̠͝ṷ̶̒l̸͈̾t̶̢̑ ̷̭̔í̵̺s̶̼̏ ̵͕̈́ţ̵̉h̵͔͐ȃ̶̺t̵̟͝?̸̫̂

No.

This is nothing.

Everything's fine.

He unlocks the door.

Ivan returns to the kitchen, his roommates still waiting for him. He keeps his stance at the entrance. "So? What's this about?"

There's a brief pause as the two exchanged looks. Thomas nods, and Jim straightens his posture. "I-I don't know if you remember the uh... trip- a few weeks back. W-when we drove out to the next town over to see my friend..."

His throat tightens.

"You said something that you've never met him. B-but when I messaged him again he said you two were-"

"You talked to him?" Ivan cuts through.

Jim flinches. "Y-yes..."

"I told you not to message him. You barely know him. Anyone on the internet can make up whatever lies they want for their petty vendettas-"

"Andrew showed us everything."

Ivan's blood runs cold. Every muscle in his body freezes in place with the weight of his feet anchoring him down. His manual breaths are careful, tongue curling to choose his next words wisely. "Everything?"

"We know how you treated him. The photos, videos- the whole lot."

"And you're just going to believe it all? You don't see the full picture. There's so much in the details that he left out, because he knows it won't make him look good." He watches as Thomas' face sours into disdain. "You KNOW me."

"Yeah, we do." Thomas scowls. "And it's not hard for us to believe his story."

There's a brief silence that could kill everyone in the room. It stabs at Jim, trembling in his seat, and his finger can't help but pull the trigger.

"I-Ivan... we do care about you. There's so much you've done for us, and I'm so- so grateful to have a friend like you! B-but... there's a lot you've done to h-hurt us too. Sometimes, it doesn't feel like you see us as friends. You just get so... angry, and you lash out at us for no reason. I-It doesn't feel safe to live here, I-I don't feel safe living with- you."

Tears crack, Jim quietly sobs into the palm of his hand. Thomas expression softens, hand reaching over just to be close to him. That tenderness isn't shared with Ivan, however.

"Ivan, when I first met you, I was at my wit's end. I latched onto you desperate 'cause I needed to break the cycle of my addiction. I thought that if I couldn't control myself, then somebody else can take the wheel for me. But I was still goin' around in circles. We're going around in circles, and it's only going to get worse if we keep at it. It has to stop."

Again. It's happening again.

They're abandoning him. He's going to be left by himself. This is his fault. The same mistakes, all over again. Why did he think this would be any different? That he could make a change? He thought he could be better, to prove something for him- f̵͇̓o̸̥͠r̵̳͐ ̵̪͒h̸̤̏i̸̡͂s̵͈̽ ̶͉̉n̷̥͘å̸̱m̷̰͛è̸̢.

"Ivan?"

He doesn't notice the sweat dripping from his forehead.

"I-Ivan, please... we still care about you. We'll help any way that you need. J-just tell us and we can figure something out...!"

"At least acknowledge what you've done- to us, to Andrew... you have to make a change."

The world freezes, as if its whole weight threatens to break the concrete foundations of the apartment. It presses against Ivan's neck, like the cold steel of a guillotine. There's nothing he could do except bend his knees to fate's will, and await his sentence...

"This is..."

"I still can't believe he'd do this, that he would hide this from us-"

"Hide? Jim, this is Ivan."

"W-what do you mean?"

"He's always been like this. Yelling, breaking things, being controlling. Only he's smarter now to be hiding all this. I'm an idiot for ever trusting him, I shouldn't have... I never..."

"Thomas, c-calm down... Ivan couldn't have meant it. W-we know how stressed he can get and already he does so much."

"Listen to yourself! Why are you defending him!? He's been keepin' us under this.. cycle by making us doubt that whatever good he had, outweighed the hurt he caused!"

"..."

"Jim, don't forget he's hurt you too. Ivan's done so much to help you. But that doesn't mean you have to put up with his behavior."

"I-I'm just so scared. I don't w-want to lose you or Ivan. You've- I've never had friends like you two... and if I lose you, then I don't know w-what I'd..."

"C'mon, bud. I'm not goin' anywhere else. But... are we really gonna let him keep hurting us like this?"

"... M-maybe we can talk to him first. Make him understand what he did. T-then maybe, we can fix all of this."

"I doubt he listen. I mean, we've seen his answers before."

"Ivan's our friend too. We owe it to tell him what he's done. Who knows what he could d-do if we abandon him..."

"Right. Let's do that. He should be home in a couple of hours, let's talk to him then."

[LOG 6/11/20XX]

devpink: nothing is your fault jim. you didn't do anything to hurt me. i'm sorry i couldn't respond sooner, but i was too scared to say anything.

dandylion44: i hope youre doing ok right now i still dont understand what happened why did you run away if i can ask?

devpink: how long have you've known ivan

dandylion44: i forgot when i first met him but i moved in a couple months back why do you know him?

devpink: i don't think you should live with him anymore

dandylion44: what why

devpink: this is going to sound insane

devpink: but you remember the ex-roommate i told you about

devpink: before i moved out of town

dandylion44: that was ivan?

devpink: yes and there's much more i haven't told you about

devpink: jim he is dangerous. he has abused me for years and i believe he's stalking me through our messages now. he keeps attempting to contact me, that's why he came along for our meet-up. i don't know if it was something he planned or not, but i'm sorry he had to use you like that

dandylion44: i dont know what to say i cant believe ivan would do those things to you hes been so kind to me though he doesnt seem like that kind of person at all he gets moody sometimes but i never thought hed be a stalker

devpink: like i said, there's a lot i haven't told you. i know it's hard to believe, with all the good ivan's done for you, and even harder to ask you to cut him off. but please, if he's hurting you in any way, don't hesitate to call for help. all he can do is drag people down with him

dandylion44: i dont think i can leave him i dont have anywhere else to go

dandylion44: ivan is still my friend hes done so much for me and i know hes going through a lot of things too i wouldnt feel good abandoning him for struggling

devpink: foryou.zip

devpink: evidence.docx

devpink: the gameblox site owner got back to me, so i was able to recover these games. if these words mean anything to you, then you'd come to the same realization i had. you're smarter than you give yourself credit for, jim- kinder than most too. don't let people take advantage of that

devpink: you're a good friend, i can't call many people that nowadays. but it's not safe for us to talk anymore. i hope you and your other roommate can find a better roof to stay under. please don't try to contact me again, i'm sorry

devpink: stay safe, jim

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