let her eat cake.

i went to get my ears pierced and the owner, an old white man w a beard and a bird on his shoulder, kept making inappropriate jokes to his coworker and then noticed the leg hair thru my stockings and decided it would be a good fuckin idea to lightly stroke my thigh as I was sitting waiting for a needle to be punched thru me and I'm mad that I didn't say A WORD I should have pulled his fuckin ugly beard

i went to the hospital to see my friend who has been seeing dead people in her bath tub and hearing bowie speak to her for 3 months. went home and cried and cried and cried

i still think of everyone who sided w him as responsible for my spiralling hysteria.

when u meet someone only 3 years older than you who is so successful in the same field you're in that it makes u look like a baby

love suffering from fatigue :)

every time i go up to see marcus my voice automatically gets more nasal and i end up sounding like i was born n raised in rural australia

lol i am :) not :) coping :) very well :)

lilly gave me a bunny foot and i attached it to my wallet for good luck

i am about to book tix to lebanon... i am legit scared to go but also aching to see my fam even tho there are travel warnings...

that awful feeling when u love ur parents and all their sacrifices and the culture they raised u in but u disagree on morals and politics and it's too much energy to try an explain bc u know it's useless and it makes you so sad but u can't ever cut them out of ur life or hate them bc that's just how it is

i wanna move out again but I literally can't think of anywhere in Sydney I'd wanna live.

oh my god i have 2 flights ahead of me and I have a fucking fever. Is this a joke