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Official blog closure
So, Iām guessing everyone saw this coming. Sorry.
Yep! Iām gonna be closing this blog down, as well as most likely tanking the discord. My main reason is, I just canāt get back into Enstars anymore. I still enjoy the characters, and I still enjoy the songs, but thereās quite a lot for me to catch up on thatās very overwhelming, not to mention that many of the recent game changes have been hard for me to adjust to (aaand Enstars Music completely killed my chance of coming back, I think, due to the... āfunā points requirements.)
Iāve definitely tried, but I really do feel like after 3-4 years of having this running, and seeing how I donāt even touch Tumblr anymore (and Mod Collin can no longer access it due to how laggy it is on his end), I donāt really see the point of running it anymore.
I wonāt be passing on the torch, mainly because this was a very personal project for me. I started this blog for a friend Iām no longer in contact with, and I feel like what makes EnPos what it is is our writing (which is skeptically IC due to me missing out on a lot of stories as of late, but anyway--), but if anyone wants to start up their own blog, Iāll definitely boost them! Just shoot an ask.
As for if I may do this again in the future... it really depends. I donāt think Iāll be doing anything like this again, but I may make a āLoves youā twitter sometime down the line? No idea! But this was fun, and Iām glad I was able to talk to as many people as I did, and I hope I made a difference in some of your guysā life.
This blog will be kept up, but Iāll be turning Anon off tomorrow and officially signing it off as closed.
If you wish to contact me (Mod A), I no longer use tumblr frequently, but Iām reachable on my twitter @KIKASITAlNOWA (kikasitalnowa if you need the lowercase to see where the l is), and I will not be giving out Mod Collinās information for his own privacy.
Thank you all for the time we had together!
I would first, like to apologize for, again. Saying Iām gonna be active then dipping. Itās a very bad habit of mine, and Iām very sorry to anyone I may be disappointing by constantly bailing then coming back. But thatās not for this post.
Anyone whoās into current events well definitely know whatās about to come up. Please support the protestors. Injustice in this world doesnāt stop, and I have a platform. Itās small, not even 1k, but I have one. Many of my sources will be to Twitter, but if anyone wants to reblog with Tumblr posts to boost as well, please do.
Here is a thread for safety for those of you who wish to go out, as well as a thread of your rights as a protestor.
Here is a donation thread to bail funds for protestors who were unlawfully arrested just for being there.
Here is a thread for relief fund pools for the recent victims, as well as a petition or two.
If youāre going out to protest as well, if you get tear gassed, find something like a traffic cone and water it, be careful of cameras, and watch the people around you. If youāre white or pale skinned, stop others in the crowd from inciting violence. Thatās how the āviolenceā starts 99% of the time. I donāt have threads linking to places of protests, but looking around on Twitter right now is your best bet. I think youāre able to look around the search without needing an account.
I know this is not a post youād like to see on this blog, but human rights are being violated, and this is, quite literally, the only place I have a voice on, and Iām gonna use it. And Iād rather not receive praise for making this post either, Iām doing the bare minimum in support and solidarity with black people. Reblog this if youād like, especially if you have more sources. Thank you for your time.
hi, hinata and yuuta! iād really like your advice, if thatās alright. i love talking to my friends over text, itās good to keep in touch at the moment. however, they often mention doing group voice calls. phone/voice calls make me really anxious even with just one person, and i donāt think i could handle doing it with multiple people, even if they are my friends. i want to tell them that iām uncomfortable about it, but i also donāt want to let them down/hurt their feelings... what should i do?
Iām glad youāre looking out for your friends feelings, but ultimately, if talking over voice chat and stuff makes you super anxious, itās best to just tell them now than deal with it down the line, right? Friends should be understanding about limits like that! At least I think so. Even if they get a lil disappointed, your mental health is more important!
That being said, if theyāre reaaally pushy about it, I wouldnāt personally consider that a back-out point, but rather, nowadays you can sit in voice chats on certain apps and just be on mute the entire time, right? If the talking part makes you uncomfortable, but you can handle texting while others talk, that could be another option! If both make you uncomfortable, though, I donāt think they should get too upset over you declining, since, again, they should understand your boundaries.

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Ohh, heya, producer! Itās pretty late, you doing stuff, or is it just hard for you to fall asleep right now? I get that feeling! Especially when thereās still a lot you wanna do, but itās nearly midnight... you should try and head to bed soon if you havenāt already rested! Sleep is important, so donāt miss out on any hours if you can help it!! Well, good luck with the event as well! Weāre at the half way mark in the rhythm game app already, arenāt we? Haha! Be sure to rest! It takes 5 hours for the bar to fill up, so youāre safe to sleep at least that much!!
Evening, Producer~ Itās pretty late, yeah? If youāve got plans in a few hours, I suggest you head to bed now. The consequences of not even getting a few minutes of shut eye will probably hurt you a lot more than it seems now~ ... Ah, but, I suppose if youāre just now waking up, itād make no sense just to go straight back to bed? Haha, I wonāt lecture you on sleep schedules, but please do be careful of how long you stay up. Youāll get lonely if youāre the only one at this hour. Iād love to stay up and chat with you, but Iāll be scolded due to my health. Then, Iāll talk to you tomorrow, Producer. Good night, and good work as always.
Good evening, Producer. Itās pretty late, so you should head to bed, you know? An event is going on, but... thereās no need to worry about ranking now, at least for this one. So please get your rest, even if itās a moment. Iām sure youāve done a good job today as well, so feel free to relax. Youāll need the energy for tomorrow, surely. Iāll see you then.
Happy Enstars!! Music/Basic release! I hope everyone can enjoy the updates, as well as the new app!
Iām still burnt out, but personal things are happening on my end that will hopefully help me recover. I have a few plans for a blog reboot, but Iām not gonna list them until Iām 100% certain.
Everyone take care! The worlds in a weird spot right now, but please hang tight. Youāre loved, and someone out there DEFINITELY cares about you. And you absolutely deserve to be loved and cherished, even if you donāt feel like you do!
Good news! EnstMusic has rekindled my enjoyment of Enstars, which means SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE a blog revamp will happen! Revamp includes:
- icons will be screenshots of CGs/in game Live2D models now - Crazy:B and ALKALOID will be added to the cast! Iāll have to read up on their stories before theyāre in in, but I have a decent-ish grasp on ALKALOIDS, and I need to read a bit into Crazy:B - I swear on my dia stash I will bring back daily/weekly posts
This wonāt be immediate, but Iām definitely gonna be working on the Live2D screenshots while playing the event!
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Happy Enstars!! Music/Basic release! I hope everyone can enjoy the updates, as well as the new app!
Iām still burnt out, but personal things are happening on my end that will hopefully help me recover. I have a few plans for a blog reboot, but Iām not gonna list them until Iām 100% certain.
Everyone take care! The worlds in a weird spot right now, but please hang tight. Youāre loved, and someone out there DEFINITELY cares about you. And you absolutely deserve to be loved and cherished, even if you donāt feel like you do!
aaah iāve been so lonely recently :( i donāt really have any friends, and i havenāt in a long time. i go to a very small school and i just donāt vibe with anyone there, but iāve never made friends outside of school before so i donāt really know what to do T^T iām desperate to connect with people, but i just canāt... if anyone had any words of encouragement, or maybe just a hug, that would be lovely. i just donāt want to feel alone anymore...
I donāt have energy to answer this IC, so forgive me
Itās hard making friends, especially if your socialization skills are subpar or the people around you are just... hard to talk to (which usually isnāt your fault! Some people just donāt click and some people are . WellĀ !)
Itās especially hard making friends outside of school/work because at school you see these people every day, vs trying to make friends with people you see once or twice a week. But Iām sure youāll find someone eventually! Sometimes you wonāt be able to find someone you can be super close to until you move or the area around you expands or you meet them at an event like a concert or a convention or something, but sometimes you really just need a friend you can visit every now and then and relax, and Iām definitely sure thereās someone who can do something like that with you in your area!
If youāre feeling alone, I donāt mind having this be a āpromoā post so anyone whoās willing to lend an ear for you can reply or reblog and you can hit them up as well! Sometimes making connections from someone else is great! Itās nothing like an IRL friend, but just helping pinch the lonely feeling is better than nothing o/
Hi ! Just wanna say i hope youre doing well and i wish you the best in everything you do c:
Thank you, anon! Iām gonna go ahead and take the opportunity and say, Iām VERY sorry for the inactivity. Thereās been some new folk in the discord server and due to inactivity (my fault for not having a plan B for it) the role menu is bonked, and thereās been some asks sitting in the inbox that I havenāt been able to get to due to energy constraints, and Mod Collin needs time for himself, so neither of us have been able to hit the inbox as much recently.
I still have hope for the blog! Itās just right now, I think weāre on an unannounced hiatus, and Iām very sorry I didnāt say anything sooner. Because energy issues have always been with me since I turned 16, I figured Iād get over it quickly, but itās becoming pretty bad, so I guess this is our hiatus note now.
Iām not sure when weāll be back, but I AM coming back at least around when Enstars!! launches o7
Arashi I don't have a date on Valentine's can we go shopping uwu?
Iād love to! Is there any fashion styles youāve got your eye on? Any store you wanna drop by while weāre there? I have a looot of info on which stores sell which styles, while also being reeelatively affordable, so Iāll bring you where ever!
I feel betrayed. Like I've been with my bestie for 4 yrs and now just because she found someone special I became invisible and she'll be like so irritated even though I'm the reason why they became together. Arashi pls comfort me qwq
Aaahh, Iām sorry to hear thatās happened to you... I really do think if youāve been best friends you should talk about it, but thatās not what Iām here for.
Even through love, Iāll still be here to care for you~ Itās not your fault things ended up this way, and surely youāll end up in a happier spot in the near future! Life just happens to throw weird things like this at you, so all you can really do is move forward with hope in your heart. If youāre lacking hope, Iāll do my ve~ry best to give you some!

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On that note, for those of you that use twitter, Iād like to bring up a cute/similar twitter account I found! You can do a quick scroll through and figure out how it works, but essentially itās an account that lets you send fancy ālettersā to people with an option to be anonymous. It looks really cute, havenāt personally used it myself but because it fits our theme a bit, I wanted to share it!
Miss Ara, my friends have been pretty down lately due to school and life stuff. I'm concerned for their well-being but I'm not sure what to do. I want to help them but I need to care for myself too. Do you have any suggestions on what I could do? (And maybe some motivation for me since I'm having a bit of trouble in that department please?)
Good luck with your work, and do your best to get it done as soon as you can! The faster you get it done, the less time you spend worrying about getting it done. Then you can truly relax~
Caring for others is something thatās a little tricky to just give advice for. Some people really just need to vent it out, others need advice given to them, and some people just want comfort or assurance that someoneās listening to them. Depends on your friends! If youād like to help them, maybe offer to help them out with school work if youāre available to? I get that might not be an option because of different courses, but Google is pretty reliable!
And while itās good to help others, and itās also good to keep your own life in check, sometimes, you have to sacrifice a bit of your own energy if things are looking pretty bad. Not all the time, mind you! Donāt spread yourself too thin, okay? Just remember that if a friend of yours is looking seriously down, you might have to spend more energy than you would hope for to help them. And on that note, if your friend constantly asks for you to burn energy for them, you NEED to talk that out with them, especially if theyāre taking more than theyāre giving for you.