Ensemble Posi-stars!

FUCKING GET INTO KINGPRI WATCH THE MOVIES FIRST THEN THE ANIME FOR SOME ACTUAL GAY IDOLS INSTEAD OF SOME IMPLIED BS

FUCKING /STAN/ SHIN ICHIGO AND HIRO HAYAMI BITCCHHHH WE AINT HAVE THAT COLLAB FOR NOTHING

So, I’m guessing everyone saw this coming. Sorry.

Yep! I’m gonna be closing this blog down, as well as most likely tanking the discord. My main reason is, I just can’t get back into Enstars anymore. I still enjoy the characters, and I still enjoy the songs, but there’s quite a lot for me to catch up on that’s very overwhelming, not to mention that many of the recent game changes have been hard for me to adjust to (aaand Enstars Music completely killed my chance of coming back, I think, due to the... “fun” points requirements.)

I’ve definitely tried, but I really do feel like after 3-4 years of having this running, and seeing how I don’t even touch Tumblr anymore (and Mod Collin can no longer access it due to how laggy it is on his end), I don’t really see the point of running it anymore.

I won’t be passing on the torch, mainly because this was a very personal project for me. I started this blog for a friend I’m no longer in contact with, and I feel like what makes EnPos what it is is our writing (which is skeptically IC due to me missing out on a lot of stories as of late, but anyway--), but if anyone wants to start up their own blog, I’ll definitely boost them! Just shoot an ask.

As for if I may do this again in the future... it really depends. I don’t think I’ll be doing anything like this again, but I may make a “Loves you” twitter sometime down the line? No idea! But this was fun, and I’m glad I was able to talk to as many people as I did, and I hope I made a difference in some of your guys’ life.

This blog will be kept up, but I’ll be turning Anon off tomorrow and officially signing it off as closed.

If you wish to contact me (Mod A), I no longer use tumblr frequently, but I’m reachable on my twitter @KIKASITAlNOWA (kikasitalnowa if you need the lowercase to see where the l is), and I will not be giving out Mod Collin’s information for his own privacy.

Anyone who’s into current events well definitely know what’s about to come up. Please support the protestors. Injustice in this world doesn’t stop, and I have a platform. It’s small, not even 1k, but I have one. Many of my sources will be to Twitter, but if anyone wants to reblog with Tumblr posts to boost as well, please do.

Here is a thread for safety for those of you who wish to go out, as well as a thread of your rights as a protestor.

Here is a donation thread to bail funds for protestors who were unlawfully arrested just for being there.

Here is a thread for relief fund pools for the recent victims, as well as a petition or two.

If you’re going out to protest as well, if you get tear gassed, find something like a traffic cone and water it, be careful of cameras, and watch the people around you. If you’re white or pale skinned, stop others in the crowd from inciting violence. That’s how the “violence” starts 99% of the time. I don’t have threads linking to places of protests, but looking around on Twitter right now is your best bet. I think you’re able to look around the search without needing an account.

I’m glad you’re looking out for your friends feelings, but ultimately, if talking over voice chat and stuff makes you super anxious, it’s best to just tell them now than deal with it down the line, right? Friends should be understanding about limits like that! At least I think so. Even if they get a lil disappointed, your mental health is more important!

you wanted a rhythm game that entertained you a bit more than the first app

but HapiEle said

I’m still burnt out, but personal things are happening on my end that will hopefully help me recover. I have a few plans for a blog reboot, but I’m not gonna list them until I’m 100% certain.

I don’t have energy to answer this IC, so forgive me

It’s hard making friends, especially if your socialization skills are subpar or the people around you are just... hard to talk to (which usually isn’t your fault! Some people just don’t click and some people are . Well  !)

It’s especially hard making friends outside of school/work because at school you see these people every day, vs trying to make friends with people you see once or twice a week. But I’m sure you’ll find someone eventually! Sometimes you won’t be able to find someone you can be super close to until you move or the area around you expands or you meet them at an event like a concert or a convention or something, but sometimes you really just need a friend you can visit every now and then and relax, and I’m definitely sure there’s someone who can do something like that with you in your area!

Thank you, anon! I’m gonna go ahead and take the opportunity and say, I’m VERY sorry for the inactivity. There’s been some new folk in the discord server and due to inactivity (my fault for not having a plan B for it) the role menu is bonked, and there’s been some asks sitting in the inbox that I haven’t been able to get to due to energy constraints, and Mod Collin needs time for himself, so neither of us have been able to hit the inbox as much recently.

I still have hope for the blog! It’s just right now, I think we’re on an unannounced hiatus, and I’m very sorry I didn’t say anything sooner. Because energy issues have always been with me since I turned 16, I figured I’d get over it quickly, but it’s becoming pretty bad, so I guess this is our hiatus note now.

Aaahh, I’m sorry to hear that’s happened to you... I really do think if you’ve been best friends you should talk about it, but that’s not what I’m here for.

Good luck with your work, and do your best to get it done as soon as you can! The faster you get it done, the less time you spend worrying about getting it done. Then you can truly relax~

Caring for others is something that’s a little tricky to just give advice for. Some people really just need to vent it out, others need advice given to them, and some people just want comfort or assurance that someone’s listening to them. Depends on your friends! If you’d like to help them, maybe offer to help them out with school work if you’re available to? I get that might not be an option because of different courses, but Google is pretty reliable!