all in all, this community doesn’t make me feel good and when i take these steps back out of it, i feel so much better. i’ve felt more accepted and heard on twitter and on my personal blog and i think that’s where i need to be since there, not everyone is concerned about aesthetics or the popularity of your blog. deny it all you want, there are instances where people are still held on a pedestal.

so, this big decision doesn’t include me deleting any blogs since they are a time keep and have a lot of things i’ve written that i might need for future reference, but i’ve decided to leave the public roleplaying eye. im going to be making a private blog for a different character and i wont be giving out the url. if you feel so inclined to ask for it, then feel free, but no promises will be made by then either since i would be most likely to give it to people who i feel care and/or care to write with me. my time wont be devoted into this one blog though and i’ll be spending most of it either doing personal things, twitter, my personal blog, or my edits blog which i wont be giving out unless someone asks (no promises there either).

with my time spent here i have made a handful of close friends that i see beyond being just mutuals and i know for sure that they care for me and they know i care for them. who knows, i might give up and come back, but until then. goodbye.

all in all, this community doesn’t make me feel good and when i take these steps back out of it, i feel so much better. i’ve felt more accepted and heard on twitter and on my personal blog and i think that’s where i need to be since there, not everyone is concerned about aesthetics or the popularity of your blog. deny it all you want, there are instances where people are still held on a pedestal.

so, this big decision doesn’t include me deleting any blogs since they are a time keep and have a lot of things i’ve written that i might need for future reference, but i’ve decided to leave the public roleplaying eye. im going to be making a private blog for a different character and i wont be giving out the url. if you feel so inclined to ask for it, then feel free, but no promises will be made by then either since i would be most likely to give it to people who i feel care and/or care to write with me. my time wont be devoted into this one blog though and i’ll be spending most of it either doing personal things, twitter, my personal blog, or my edits blog which i wont be giving out unless someone asks (no promises there either).

with my time spent here i have made a handful of close friends that i see beyond being just mutuals and i know for sure that they care for me and they know i care for them. who knows, i might give up and come back, but until then. goodbye.

all in all, this community doesn’t make me feel good and when i take these steps back out of it, i feel so much better. i’ve felt more accepted and heard on twitter and on my personal blog and i think that’s where i need to be since there, not everyone is concerned about aesthetics or the popularity of your blog. deny it all you want, there are instances where people are still held on a pedestal.

so, this big decision doesn’t include me deleting any blogs since they are a time keep and have a lot of things i’ve written that i might need for future reference, but i’ve decided to leave the public roleplaying eye. im going to be making a private blog for a different character and i wont be giving out the url. if you feel so inclined to ask for it, then feel free, but no promises will be made by then either since i would be most likely to give it to people who i feel care and/or care to write with me. my time wont be devoted into this one blog though and i’ll be spending most of it either doing personal things, twitter, my personal blog, or my edits blog which i wont be giving out unless someone asks (no promises there either).

with my time spent here i have made a handful of close friends that i see beyond being just mutuals and i know for sure that they care for me and they know i care for them. who knows, i might give up and come back, but until then. goodbye.

all in all, this community doesn’t make me feel good and when i take these steps back out of it, i feel so much better. i’ve felt more accepted and heard on twitter and on my personal blog and i think that’s where i need to be since there, not everyone is concerned about aesthetics or the popularity of your blog. deny it all you want, there are instances where people are still held on a pedestal.

so, this big decision doesn’t include me deleting any blogs since they are a time keep and have a lot of things i’ve written that i might need for future reference, but i’ve decided to leave the public roleplaying eye. im going to be making a private blog for a different character and i wont be giving out the url. if you feel so inclined to ask for it, then feel free, but no promises will be made by then either since i would be most likely to give it to people who i feel care and/or care to write with me. my time wont be devoted into this one blog though and i’ll be spending most of it either doing personal things, twitter, my personal blog, or my edits blog which i wont be giving out unless someone asks (no promises there either).

with my time spent here i have made a handful of close friends that i see beyond being just mutuals and i know for sure that they care for me and they know i care for them. who knows, i might give up and come back, but until then. goodbye.

all in all, this community doesn’t make me feel good and when i take these steps back out of it, i feel so much better. i’ve felt more accepted and heard on twitter and on my personal blog and i think that’s where i need to be since there, not everyone is concerned about aesthetics or the popularity of your blog. deny it all you want, there are instances where people are still held on a pedestal.

so, this big decision doesn’t include me deleting any blogs since they are a time keep and have a lot of things i’ve written that i might need for future reference, but i’ve decided to leave the public roleplaying eye. im going to be making a private blog for a different character and i wont be giving out the url. if you feel so inclined to ask for it, then feel free, but no promises will be made by then either since i would be most likely to give it to people who i feel care and/or care to write with me. my time wont be devoted into this one blog though and i’ll be spending most of it either doing personal things, twitter, my personal blog, or my edits blog which i wont be giving out unless someone asks (no promises there either).

with my time spent here i have made a handful of close friends that i see beyond being just mutuals and i know for sure that they care for me and they know i care for them. who knows, i might give up and come back, but until then. goodbye.

all in all, this community doesn’t make me feel good and when i take these steps back out of it, i feel so much better. i’ve felt more accepted and heard on twitter and on my personal blog and i think that’s where i need to be since there, not everyone is concerned about aesthetics or the popularity of your blog. deny it all you want, there are instances where people are still held on a pedestal.

so, this big decision doesn’t include me deleting any blogs since they are a time keep and have a lot of things i’ve written that i might need for future reference, but i’ve decided to leave the public roleplaying eye. im going to be making a private blog for a different character and i wont be giving out the url. if you feel so inclined to ask for it, then feel free, but no promises will be made by then either since i would be most likely to give it to people who i feel care and/or care to write with me. my time wont be devoted into this one blog though and i’ll be spending most of it either doing personal things, twitter, my personal blog, or my edits blog which i wont be giving out unless someone asks (no promises there either).

with my time spent here i have made a handful of close friends that i see beyond being just mutuals and i know for sure that they care for me and they know i care for them. who knows, i might give up and come back, but until then. goodbye.