Sunshine

all the enjoyment

I'm sad again

don't tell mt boyfriend

it's not what he's made for

what am I made for?

Cause I

I don't know how to feel...

But I wanna try

I don't know how to feel

But someday I might

Someday I might...

think I forgot

how to be happy

something I'm not

but something I can be

something I wait for

something I'm made for...

something I'm made for

A big failure

Since my 18th birthday everything started to feel like shit

I feel like I've lost everything

All of my hopes, expectations and dreams

I feel like I just can't take this anymore

How did everything go so wrong?

Right now I feel like I don't have nothing to be proud of

I'm always anxious

I'm overweight

I don't have any self esteem

Don't feel like knowing someone new because

How could anyone REALLY want to meet someone that I actually hate?

And the worst part is that I don't see myself getting over this

I feel like every attempt is useless

Pointless and so hard to keep

Me reencontrar

So don't wipe your eyes

Tears remind you're alive

It's alright to die

'Cause death's the only thing you haven't tried

But just for tonight, hold on

So live life like you're giving up

'Cause you act like you are

Go ahead and just live it up

Go on and tear me apart

It's alright to shake, even my hand does sometimes

So inside the rage, against the dying of the light

It's alright to say, that death's the only thing you haven't tried

But just for today, hold on

I never hated you like I do right now

'Cause all you ever do is make me... (cry)"

Let me get what i want

Lord knows it would be the first time

Lord knows it would be the first time"