A) costs money, I’m trying to separate myself from my parents, I can’t pay for that ( side note, poor ppl have to pay money for insurance or be stable/have a good job that supplies it. U cannot bash me for my lack of doctors appointments. I am NOT anti vax but it is a privilege to go to the doctors. And also it is a business scheme. Mot everything they push is true either my friends. Anyway. #mymedicalhistoryisnotyourbusiness)
B) prescribed me VALIUM AMONGST OTHER MOOD STABALIZERS AND an SSRI, hell. No. My uncle shot himself in the head with that combo, along with my great grandpa and other uncle. Family history or whatever. Work on urself first if that can consciousnessly be done BEFORE taking brain altering chemicals. These r still drugs.
C) they tell me what I know lowk. I studied psychology for three years. Wrote essays AND got into U of M and Berkeley. I know I shouldn’t do drugs. I know I shouldn’t blow 900$ in a day. It is up to me to make these choices. Idk, I’m not gonna spend money to be told what I know. Not saying they r wrong, just saying it is up to the patient to fix themself, and if I know where I am mistaken, why would I pay money to be told it (as in the faults I have) again. “Oh but they give u tools” u can access that bs online. U can stop drinking and smoking and do the laundry and workout and change negative thought loops. You just have to fucking do. It. But do u want to? Will you? Point A and B don’t have a letter between them. You gotta do it, I know that. Will I? Probably not at this moment, maybe later. We’ll see.
D) oh should I say it again, EXPENSIVE and unpredictable. Fuck therapy just a little bit
Or maybe that’s the bipolar speaking
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