I. this blog isĀ privateĀ andĀ selective, as well asĀ mutuals only. i curate my own space andĀ like to keep my dash semi-orderly. if i follow you, it means i'd like to interact. in the same vein - this blog isĀ multiverse,Ā multiship,Ā au,Ā crossover,Ā oc, andĀ duplicateĀ friendly. i tend to not do exclusives, but i will do mains, all of which will be listed here.
II. on the subject of activity - mine can beĀ sporadicĀ at times, with rp being a hobby and multiple blogs on top of this one. if i don'tĀ like a post you've tagged me inćĀ within around two days time, please feel free toĀ send me a pokeĀ about it. i also kindly request when sending in ask memes, send no more than two - otherwise i tend to get overwhelmed.
i am aĀ wordyĀ writer for serious threads, usually about 3 + paragraphs in length. i do alsoĀ formatĀ my posts - triple spaced, small font, occasionally with colors. i neither expect formatting nor entirelyĀ matched length in replies.
III. i absolutely adoreĀ shipping. not only is it anĀ excellentĀ character development tool, but it's a great way to familiarize yourself with other aspects of your muse. however, given theĀ nature of varus's character and his lore, romantic shipping isĀ notĀ the primary focus of this blog. additionally, the nature of those ships will likely beĀ toxicĀ in some way shape or form.
if you are still, for some reason, interested in shipping with varus - i seek chemistry first and foremost, and a bit of repertoire with the mun as well. that being side - feel free toĀ message meĀ about it! i'm probably interested too.
IV. please note, given varus's lore and the state of darkin canon, this portrayal and contents of this blog may be listed asĀ dark and heavy on theĀ nsfw side. nsfw includes, but is not limited to: smut, violence, gore, psychological horror, trauma, drug usage, etc. i do not shy away from darker thematics but all triggering content will be tagged and placed under a read more.
as such, i ask that if you areĀ under the age of 21Ā that youĀ do not follow/interact with me. if you follow me and your blog does not list your age, or lists you as under 21, i will likely soft block you. this is for my own comfort. no exceptions.
other standard dni's apply. do not interact if you, as a mun, are into pro-shipping, incest, noncon, underage, or are transphobic, homophobic, biphobic, ableist - etc. additionally, dni if you are friends with frostyĀ ( windwandered, etc). callouts are listedĀ here, andĀ here.
V. ćgoosećĀ / 29 / she + they / cst. i play on both na and oceanic but i'm bad no matter what myĀ ping is. mutuals feel free to add me!
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tried to do nsfw headcanon dash game thing for va.rus and then i realized he just. Simply Does Not Care. not a single fuck is to be given and the act of sex is an itch prescribed by his semi-mortal vessel and not one he's been familiar with since ascension and the darkin wars, probably.
it's more an act of necessity and domination than the comprehension of actual desire for him.
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ššš Ā Ā šššššš Ā Ā šš Ā Ā šššššššššš Ā Ā is Ā Ā one Ā Ā he Ā Ā walks Ā Ā with Ā Ā steady Ā Ā footfalls, Ā Ā body Ā Ā and Ā Ā mind Ā Ā forever Ā Ā drifting Ā Ā close Ā Ā to Ā Ā the Ā Ā edge. Ā Ā his Ā Ā psyche, Ā Ā set Ā Ā behind Ā Ā those Ā Ā unearthly Ā Ā eyes, Ā Ā was Ā Ā fractured Ā Ā at Ā Ā the Ā Ā worst Ā Ā of Ā Ā times, Ā Ā and Ā Ā ruthless Ā Ā and Ā Ā callous Ā Ā at Ā Ā the Ā Ā best. Ā Ā it's Ā Ā unsurprising Ā Ā that Ā Ā he Ā Ā remembers Ā Ā naught Ā Ā of Ā Ā the Ā Ā touches Ā Ā upon Ā Ā his Ā Ā own Ā Ā flesh Ā Ā that Ā Ā were Ā Ā anything Ā Ā but Ā Ā cruelty, Ā Ā anything Ā Ā but Ā Ā war Ā Ā and Ā Ā torture Ā Ā and Ā Ā being Ā Ā remade Ā Ā over Ā Ā and Ā Ā over Ā Ā and Ā Ā over Ā Ā again Ā Ā until Ā Ā barely Ā Ā the Ā Ā essence Ā Ā of Ā Ā him Ā Ā remained Ā Ā sealed Ā Ā within Ā Ā a Ā Ā bow. Ā Ā even Ā Ā if Ā Ā valmar Ā Ā and Ā Ā kai Ā Ā both Ā Ā unwittingly Ā Ā feed Ā Ā him Ā Ā imagery Ā Ā of Ā Ā acts Ā Ā and Ā Ā things Ā Ā he Ā Ā knows Ā Ā from Ā Ā a Ā Ā long Ā Ā lost Ā Ā human Ā Ā life, Ā Ā or Ā Ā even Ā Ā a Ā Ā life Ā Ā amongst Ā Ā the Ā Ā god-warriors, Ā Ā these Ā Ā are Ā Ā things Ā Ā that Ā Ā the Ā Ā cruel, Ā Ā shriveled Ā Ā vestiges Ā Ā of Ā Ā his Ā Ā heart Ā Ā and Ā Ā mind Ā Ā cannot Ā Ā process. Ā Ā
his Ā Ā hair Ā Ā is Ā Ā down, Ā Ā crown Ā Ā and Ā Ā scarf Ā Ā removed Ā Ā and Ā Ā set Ā Ā aside Ā Ā in Ā Ā favor Ā Ā of Ā Ā the Ā Ā silken Ā Ā fall Ā Ā of Ā Ā snow Ā Ā white Ā Ā tresses, Ā Ā drifting Ā Ā well Ā Ā past Ā Ā his Ā Ā waist Ā Ā and Ā Ā to Ā Ā where Ā Ā humanoid Ā Ā flesh Ā Ā tinted Ā Ā dark Ā Ā and Ā Ā transitioned Ā Ā to Ā Ā carapace. Ā Ā back Ā Ā to Ā Ā zed Ā Ā ( Ā Ā an Ā Ā unwise Ā Ā choice Ā Ā to Ā Ā begin Ā Ā with Ā Ā ), Ā Ā the Ā Ā darkin Ā Ā pays Ā Ā him Ā Ā no Ā Ā mind Ā Ā - Ā Ā clearly Ā Ā not Ā Ā viewing Ā Ā the Ā Ā shadow Ā Ā master Ā Ā as Ā Ā a Ā Ā threat Ā Ā any Ā Ā longer Ā Ā ( Ā Ā and Ā Ā it's Ā Ā up Ā Ā for Ā Ā debate Ā Ā if Ā Ā he Ā Ā ever Ā Ā really Ā Ā did Ā Ā ). Ā Ā he Ā Ā shifts Ā Ā in Ā Ā his Ā Ā spot, Ā Ā hair Ā Ā fluttering Ā Ā enough Ā Ā to Ā Ā reveal Ā Ā the Ā Ā jagged Ā Ā mark Ā Ā that Ā Ā ran Ā Ā down Ā Ā his Ā Ā back Ā Ā - Ā Ā three Ā Ā clawed Ā Ā lines Ā Ā - Ā Ā ones Ā Ā he Ā Ā barely Ā Ā knew Ā Ā existed. Ā Ā and Ā Ā then, Ā Ā in Ā Ā such Ā Ā a Ā Ā terribly Ā Ā human Ā Ā fashion, Ā Ā zed Ā Ā surprises Ā Ā him. Ā Ā
like Ā Ā a Ā Ā started Ā Ā predator, Ā Ā varus's Ā Ā entire Ā Ā body Ā Ā goes Ā Ā taught Ā Ā as Ā Ā his Ā Ā bowstring Ā Ā as Ā Ā calloused Ā Ā fingerpads Ā Ā trace Ā Ā those Ā Ā scars Ā Ā in Ā Ā a Ā Ā way Ā Ā that Ā Ā is Ā Ā so Ā Ā soft, Ā Ā so Ā Ā unintentionally Ā Ā tender Ā Ā - Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā it Ā Ā disgusts Ā Ā him.
the Ā Ā darkin Ā Ā snarls Ā Ā audibly, Ā Ā spinning Ā Ā on Ā Ā a Ā Ā clawed Ā Ā foot Ā Ā so Ā Ā fast Ā Ā it'd Ā Ā be Ā Ā difficult Ā Ā for Ā Ā a Ā Ā human Ā Ā of Ā Ā not-zed's Ā Ā caliber Ā Ā to Ā Ā perceive. Ā Ā his Ā Ā hand Ā Ā snaps Ā Ā forward Ā Ā , Ā Ā clawed Ā Ā digits Ā Ā grasping Ā Ā the Ā Ā offending Ā Ā fingertips Ā Ā in Ā Ā a Ā Ā a Ā Ā vice, Ā Ā and Ā Ā the Ā Ā other Ā Ā palm Ā Ā pressed Ā Ā flush Ā Ā to Ā Ā zed's Ā Ā chest, Ā Ā lethal Ā Ā talons Ā Ā digging, Ā Ā digging, Ā Ā digging Ā Ā - Ā Ā as Ā Ā he Ā Ā bares Ā Ā his Ā Ā teeth Ā Ā where Ā Ā he Ā Ā stand. Ā Ā and Ā Ā yet, Ā Ā a Ā Ā shiver Ā Ā wracks Ā Ā varus's Ā Ā frame Ā Ā - Ā Ā gestalt Ā Ā form Ā Ā so Ā Ā utterly Ā Ā perplexed Ā Ā by Ā Ā a Ā Ā touch Ā Ā born Ā Ā not Ā Ā of Ā Ā violence, Ā Ā his Ā Ā nerves Ā Ā are Ā Ā still Ā Ā processing Ā Ā what Ā Ā had Ā Ā occurred. Ā Ā
ā Ā Ā you Ā Ā forget Ā Ā yourself. Ā Ā ā Ā Ā
he Ā Ā hisses Ā Ā the Ā Ā words Ā Ā out Ā Ā like Ā Ā a Ā Ā curse, Ā Ā head Ā Ā bowed Ā Ā so Ā Ā close Ā Ā that Ā Ā the Ā Ā end Ā Ā of Ā Ā those Ā Ā snowy Ā Ā locks Ā Ā trail Ā Ā over Ā Ā zed's Ā Ā shoulder Ā Ā and Ā Ā brush Ā Ā against Ā Ā his Ā Ā neck Ā Ā with Ā Ā near Ā Ā familiar Ā Ā intimacy. Ā Ā nostrils Ā Ā flare, Ā Ā as Ā Ā if Ā Ā scenting Ā Ā something, Ā Ā and Ā Ā a Ā Ā bit Ā Ā of Ā Ā his Ā Ā skittishness Ā Ā quells, Ā Ā if Ā Ā only Ā Ā because Ā Ā stabbing Ā Ā zed Ā Ā on Ā Ā the Ā Ā spot Ā Ā would Ā Ā sully Ā Ā the Ā Ā long Ā Ā con Ā Ā he'd Ā Ā been Ā Ā playing. Ā Ā
ā Ā Ā if Ā Ā it's Ā Ā a Ā Ā story Ā Ā you Ā Ā seek, Ā Ā i Ā Ā have Ā Ā no Ā Ā memory Ā Ā of Ā Ā those Ā Ā times. Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā lie Ā Ā or Ā Ā truth, Ā Ā truth Ā Ā or Ā Ā lie? Ā Ā in Ā Ā which Ā Ā life Ā Ā time Ā Ā had Ā Ā he Ā Ā been Ā Ā marred? Ā Ā who Ā Ā had Ā Ā done Ā Ā it? Ā Ā and Ā Ā had Ā Ā it Ā Ā hurt? Ā Ā to Ā Ā leave Ā Ā a Ā Ā mark Ā Ā on Ā Ā a Ā Ā darkin Ā Ā - Ā Ā impossibly Ā Ā so. Ā Ā
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startersĀ /Ā memes taken from the blogĀ vindictive-suggestionĀ .Ā feel free to change pronounsĀ &Ā nouns as necessary .
ā wash your mouth out with holy water ā
ā maybe you can pretend to be holy ā
ā iām terrified of becoming the monster i sought to destroy ā
ā the voices in my head tell me to run ā
ā they tell me i donāt belong ā
ā become the monster they expect you to be ā
ā when was the last time anyone came to rescue you ā
ā will they sing my hymns long after iām gone ā
ā regicide has always had such a nice ring to it ā
ā everyone dies in the end ā
ā do you feel closer to god yet ā
ā meet every sunrise with a middle finger salute ā
ā lifeās too short to give a fuck ā
ā if my life isnāt constantly at stake, then whatās the point ā
ā who said iām going to die ā
ā strength has nothing to do with fearlessness ā
ā do not die quietly ā
ā the wolf in you demands blood ā
ā iāve learned to bare my teeth and bite back ā
ā the gods have abandoned you ā
ā i have no story ā
ā you deserve no softness ā
ā i regret and mourn but is that not enough ā
ā do you regret what you did to get here ā
ā the burning in your chest demands blood ā
ā will she save you too ā
ā does the rain ever stop ā
ā you fucking deserve this ā
ā your skin tastes sweet and your blood is wine ā
ā i condemn you to death ā
ā i cast my heart out of bronze ā
ā can you tell i did this for you ā
ā Iāll save you ā
ā what makes you run so far away from home ā
ā spell your name with bonfires and riots ā
ā history will remember you ā
ā maybe you can reconsider that statement ā
ā iām only mortal, no matter how invincible i try to seem ā
ā i wasnāt built to last under the weight of the sky ā
ā iām not feeling very divine tonight ā
ā take them down with you if you have to ā
ā if we must burn , we can burn together ā
ā sometimes itās okay to stop ā
ā iām not meant for anything less than perfection ā
ā if you are meant to go to hell , then take the throne ā
ā sometimes you wonāt get a second chance ā
ā revolution is built on blood ā
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soooo excited for the va.rus voice line updates coming with the new darkin champ after mi.lio. i simply physically cannot breathe WE HAVE WAITED SO LONG FOR THIS FINALLY LET HIM INTERACT WITH AA.TROX AND RH.AAST