enesem.

to virgo full moon in my rising sign

woke up crying my eyes out.

mourning my past.

mourning ghosts of people i thought i knew.

i cried in a way i havent cried since 2021.

Then 2020 Then 2019 Then 2018 Then 2015 Then 2013 Then 2008 Then 2007 I know how to cry. it means i am alive. And the many times I have cried. have always been from a broken heart. Sometimes self inflicted.

Awe damn, awe damn, I'ma have to call that man on you

Something, something, something must be really wrong with you

Why cant you just tell the fuckin' truth now?

Yes your mama did, she raised a fool, wow

What the fuck did you learn in that school house?

Slauson Hills, Overhills might get you killed

To chasin' thrills, takin' pills in the hills

And I won't come 'round them parts no more

Do not run your mouth no more

I can't protect you no more

It's out of my hands for sure

You should've called me

Why you never call me?

Why you never call me?

Oh oh oh oh oh, you should've called me

These niggas is busters, fuck that nigga and fuck his friends, and his bitch

You had me there for a while

I was so in love with you

I couldn't see past your smile

Now I smell the coffee, boy

I got a wake up call

And it left the message

That you just don't care at all

You can't expect me

To believe that she does not mean anything

You say that you love only me

Your kinda lovin, ' my darling