update for those who care
i’m living with my bf/baby daddy.. yes, baby daddy. i’m 23 weeks pregnant and so ready for iHIM to come out! don’t ask how i feel about this.. because i don’t even know.
because of this.. no one really cares to hang out with me anymore. i realize now... to all my friends before, i wst as either just a potential lay or a fun drinking partner/someone to make fun of. so now, i just sit alone with my dog all day every day watching netflix worrying about the verdict of my mans next court date. :/ which isn’t looking good.. the bullshit part about it.. this just randomly got brought up from years ago.. before i even knew him! sp npw, we both suffer because of something stu[id he did years ago.
i’ve hit rock bottom. it’s cute that i used to think i knew what rock bottom was.. i’m poor. can’t keep a job or even land one.. but i’m too sick to be of any use to society 75 percent of the time...
on a happier note.. my loving boyfriend got me a puppy to help cheer me up. it works. he’s a little mutt mixed with blue nose pit bull. he is the love of my life. born on feb 18th of this year. :3
