Daniel Murdock

It's been a while...reboot in progress, feeling like writing again. Let's see if this place is still somewhat active?

The plan. I want to change Daniel a bit because I’ve built his start in the Vampire Diaries fandom and I want to distance myself from a specific fandom. He should be free and I want him to be fully original, I want him to be unique and not depend on another character that belongs not to me, the writer. basically: I don’t want to depend on that fandom anymore. his personality stays the same, what he is remains, but his origins will be written differently. With that, he will also not be that young, but have his origins further in the past. Simply because I want to explore other times as the present too.  Only then I can add more details or even persons to his life when he’s really his own person. it bothered me since a while, like a half-assed OC is not what he is supposed to be. I want more. End of this rant. Let’s see, I’ve to get my job done with a lot of plus hours as always in December. I hate Christmas. 

okay, for real. I need to be back and write. Attempt: Tomorrow after a good portion of sleep. if y’all still here, please lets do stuff. please? send your girls and boys to my grumpy Alpha.

Today is THE day. My dad’s anniversary. The day I’ve dreaded since months. Right now? It’s even THE time he passed. I remember as I was holding his hand and had to hear the monitor’s noises of beeping going down. 1 Hour before as the doc had said we need to stop the machine and letting him go. I hadn’t been able to say Goodbye because he had been in a coma since 10 days. All I could do was sit and hold his hand while his heart stopped working. and weirdly, as I looked out of the hospital room, the world continued right as before, as if nothing happened - I remember that thought. I remember the lights, the hospital staff lighting a candle and dimming the light, respectfully giving space. I miss you. I was adopted, but not for one second, you gave me the feeling that I was not your own. Hope you play with Mina right now and enjoy her purring as you did while you 2 were still here. xxx

I met a person today who looked exactly like Stephen Amell. I think this was a sign for me to crawl back out of the abyss and revive this account. Are there still people out there doing some writing or did everyone poof?