Sugar & Spice

““Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.””

“If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.”

“My problem is; I’m still thinking about you, when all you do everyday is thinking about her.”

“They say the worst feeling in the world is the moment you feel that ache in your chest, that undeniable throbbing pain in your ribcage, the moment the knot in your stomach is pulled tight, that what is known as heartbreak… But let me tell you, it’s not. Saying it was would be the same as saying the moment of death is worse than the moment you hear you’re going to die and all moments after that until the second your heart stops beating. No, the worst feeling in the world is when you know someone doesn’t love you back, but they haven’t told you yet. It’s when they haven’t confirmed the fact that your love is unrequited, but you know it is. And it is when you feel that tiny little tear starting to form in your heart and there is nothing you can do about it. You know your heart will bleed, but it doesn’t yet. The worst is that even though you know you’ll be devastated, lying on the ground, wanting to rip your heart out of your chest because you don’t want it to hurt so much, you are unable to prepare yourself for that moment. Why? Because you still have that little amount of surreal hope. And you know it is all in vain, but you can’t help having it. That, hanging somewhere in between, feeling the cracks starting to form in your heart, but still trying to glue it with water made out of unconfirmed suspicions and a hope in vain… That is the only feeling worse than heartbreak itself”

I feel so lost right now,

“Did it feel good leaving me behind?”

relationships are not easy. they are work, hard work, and should be handled with care. constant bliss is unrealistic.

might not be how you wanted, but it might be exactly how you needed it.

if you weren’t real i know i’d still make you up in my mind

If you give up, it means you never really wanted it.

ill kiss you until it hurts

Give thanks for what you are now, and keep fighting for what you want to be tomorrow.