#1 Envy Pair Fan

Man i still yearn to join lifesteal one day, im watching branzy’s clownpierce reunion vod and hearing clown talk about twitchcon and being with the others and stuff makes me so envious but in a like- kinda happy way yk?? Like I yearn for that connection and seeing/hearing them have it makes me feel happy and is *one* of the reasons i want to join lifesteal

Lifesteal has done a lot for me- its indirectly helped me discover more about myself and has helped me meet new friends. I think it’s been a year and a few months since i got into lifesteal and throughout that time I’ve had such a great experience- despite the obvious downsides that come with having an EXTREME hyperfixation on something 🥀🥀 but throughout everything lifesteal still means so much to me and is still my main goal when it comes to streaming. I hope to see myself in that damn circle one day and be able to say that I am part of lifesteal together with everyone.