Tell someone you love them..
Ya know. When you lose someone close to you to suicide you tend to not know what to feel or what to do. I've been going crazy over the past 4 weeks over my cousin taking his own life and words can not describe the emotional roller coaster that comes along with it. I've felt dead inside before and this emptiness that I'm feeling now has got me being mad one minute, sad the next, and now I'm just kind of existing. I will get over this and I will move forward but please... check on the ones you love and ask if they are ok.. Death is not pretty and I don't ever want to have to cry over an open casket for something that could've been prevented or treated. Tell the people you care about that you love them. And tell them that they matter. Because honestly, I wish I did it more I love you all
