this font FUCKEDDDD up

hi, since this account is getting more attention than i thought it would ill make an introductory post. i am a guy from the US and i use this account mostly to say random things that come to my head but i also post art. theres no specific fandoms im in and im constantly fluctuating so i dont mind if you unfollow when i dont post of a particular thing anymore. i have difficulty understanding certain topics and sometimes i may seem insensitive, i apologize for this and i am openminded to getting educated or just listening to other perspectives. do take this warning with a grain of salt though as i very rarely post about anything serious, just trying to let people know im not trying to be an asshat or anything if i get something wrong i enjoy talking to people however prolonged conversation makes me nervous, sometimes i will disappear from long threads or not respond to things. i am listening though. im also a bit bad at speaking and getting across my points i do not post any kind of nsfw however there are some sort of suggestive things so just beware of that, im very weird and strange

everytime i draw hellen she just keeps getting slightly more wider. soon shes going to be as wide as the couch. maybe shes just been eating more of sams cooking

i should get a pitcher plant and name it hellen.....

so many look outside ocs ideas... and yet... so much artfight that needs to be done.... ough.... decisions decisions

i think we need more stupid parents in fiction. people always write characters that have kids as either nice and perfect and responsible or comical levels of abusive and like yeah those are two sides of the spectrum but. cant we get something in the middle. i just think people dont write enough parents who are impulsive and rash who have their hearts in the right place somewhat but just arent cut out for the job. i say this with specifically mothers in mind like im sooooooo tired of seeing Cutesie Nice Little Quaint moms in fiction that never fail or do anything bad and just always want to do everything best for their kids without a lick of selfish interest. If thats your experience with parents then im glad youre around good normal ones but alot arent like that! make them make mistakes! make them try to fix those mistakes and mess up because of their inner issues! make them just as immature as their children and refuse to acknowledge it! make them spiral into getting worse and start relying on their kids! come on. i feel like theres so much untapped potential if people could just try to explore parent child relationships with an Ounce of realistic depth.

i dont think i draw enough interactions / characters just Doing things outside of being in a blank void. give me some ideas. will i draw them. no. probably not. but atleast theyll go into the thought cabinet

i wish i had the drive to turn my awful feelings into art like some people can do with vent pieces. when i feel like shit i just want to stay still and fester