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(credit to Alex Warren vlogs on Youtube)

I’ve been gripped with societies hooks. gripped deep inside my soul. 

creator of this blog :}

What I don’t think I’ll ever understand is what’s going on in america right now. here’s why the BLM group isn’t good. For starters, it has been said by it’s own founders that it is a marxist group. they’re trying to say that rioting is the only way to be heard, when it’s just not true. and let me make sure that I am being clear, the damaging property and burning a police station is what I am referring to, not the peaceful protests happening across the world. here’s the thing what happened to George Floyd was absolutely disgusting. that’s not the thing that anyone has an argument who is even thinking that it was okay. no one. it’s like this group just wants to silence people who don’t agree with them. it’s kind of sad actually. I feel like I can’t even post my own opinion or even talk about my opinion without being bullied or feel bad for speaking my mind on these types of matters. why can't we just respect that it's okay to have a difference in opinions and still love each other? and I don't get it...

Sometimes I just feel broken. I feel like the rug keeps getting pulled out from underneath me. Every time I feel like I’m doing really well something unravels virtually all of my progress and it feels like total crap most days. a couple months ago I was broken up with. and honestly I’m still not over it.