dear lj

I woke up early to go to a powerlifting class (squats) and had time to get coffee and read; some old man is staring at me in the cafe

I keep forgetting not to eat while I’m angry because now I have a tummy ache

Im trying to use my emotional regulation skills but like, why the fuck is my gym never open and on the weekend with no notice?! I don’t think I should have to have a whole other gym membership for open hours.

I got to my gym and the gate is locked. Im seriously considering trying to climb over because I hauled my ass here on a Sunday when i could have ordered lunch and played Hades 2

I was feeling so homesick for Chicago this week I almost bought a $1k round ticket for the next evening. Truly the only thing that stopped me was that cicadas aren’t out there yet.

My shoes are wet :(

One of my favorite things is waiting at a bus/train stop alone at the beginning of the line

Startled on the bus when I noticed a decent sized bruise on the side of my knee after the gym- must have been from the bar when deadlifting?!