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This is still my favorite song by Dimmu Borgir!!!

I do have experiences with ghosts. I can see and hear them sometimes. I can feel when they touch me. They can be verry strong and can also talk very negative in my head ( telepathic contact .) But some are really nice trying to help me with problems I have.

reblog if you would date a guy or girl with cuts.

Why wouldnt I date someone with cuts?? I have my issues too.

my triggers are different. I'm living at a group right now. sometimes someone else is hurting herself or beating against the wall of their room. Then I can't control myself and then I cut and sometimes I even cry with the stereo turned up so no one can hear me cry.. as if they even care about me... I guess they don't even care and they totally don't understand me... I just feel lost and lonely lots of the time I'm spending on my own. And when I'm finally having fun again I think about the bad things I've been trough again. What can I do about this?? I would like some advice please because most of the times I just want to kill myself. please help me!!!

hello, my name is Ash. People say I'm starting to recover but it's complete bullshit. The time I say that I'm fine...I'm just lying. Every day I'm looking for new sharp objects to cut myself with now that I'm at home but I fail to find anything. my mom has hidden everything at some secret place I don't know. Everyday I don't do it I start to panic more and more. I guess I'm addicted to doing it. I am depressed and I'm going trough an identity crisis right now. There's a lot about myself I don't know yet what takes time to get to know, but the longer it takes, the more I start feeling like killing myself and cutting my wrists. It's holiday now and I'm home whitout frends, just getting bored and feeling alone. Sometimes because of that I totally fake my smiles and just lie when someone asks if I'm okay. Only my mom knows I'm feeling like this and my dad wont accept the fact I am in an identity crisis, he says it are just thoughts in my head that drive me crazy, but I don't believe him... I'm in this problem for more than eight months now... way to fucking long!!! I would like some advice or help. I'm 17 years old by the way.

Hello, my name is Ashley and I am from Holland. I would like to talk to you because I know exsactly what your going through when your depressed. I have made it trough my worst period. I have become strong now but still care for other people.