sluggish lazy stupid and unconcerned

been thinking a lot about macdennis and degrees of separation. intimacy by proxy. mac only banging women that dennis has had sex with first. mac watching every single one of dennis’ sex tapes and Absolutely Never wishing it was him in that bedroom. mac and dennis planning masturbation sessions in their apartment because there’s plausible deniability just as long as they don’t touch. that one scene where they have their arms wrapped around their arms around either side of charlie with their heads resting on his shoulders and their eyes closed so tenderly but god knows if he wasn’t in the middle they wouldn’t dare to be that soft. playing characters and pulling off schemes and getting drunk and high out of their minds as excuses, as buffer zones for their affection, as ways to shove to the back of their minds how they really feel. both of them wishing the whole time that they could touch with nobody else around and both of them thinking the other would be repulsed at the thought.

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i’m having a GREAT time this year. time passes irregularly and i’m disappointing my parents