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going to try to let go again cuz if i don’t i might kill myself lol

i’m back where i was 1 year ago lol. i miss this man so much. it’s my fault. he asked me for a chance to be in my life and then i was the one who ruined things this time. i didn’t know this would happen. i guess i just wasn’t sure how i should navigate the situation. but in the end ive hurt someone i care about and they dont want anything to do with me and i miss him so much and he’s the only person i care about and the days are just getting worse and i dont care to see anybody anymore. i just want him even as just a friend. i pray that one day he will come back to me again. my love will return to me because it is meant to be, i know this is true

i’ll never be in love again. that’s fine with me. i don’t ever want to love anyone else so it’s fine