The Trash Panda Emo Child

when you're in the light, the dark is kind of terrifying. you can't see shit, so who the fuck knows whats out there? who knows what it's gonna do?

hell, just for the satisfaction of seeing it burn.

i kinda resent the people who made me feel like that.

because they'll all blame me. say it's my fault. say i should never've been like this.

i never used to be.

but then my life became one constant, never-ending fight.

with myself.

with people who should've helped me, but just made it all worse.

with the whole fucking world.

so sooner or later you stop giving a shit, because all it does it cause you pain.

but no-one sees the pain. they just see what it makes you become.

why should i apologise for the monster i've become when no-one ever apologised for making me this way?

so, to the 95% of humanity this is aimed at - don't look at me. look in the fucking mirror.

last mass upload! they’ll be one or two at a time after this.

i know ‘chocolate’ is by the 1975, but i mostly know the knuckle puck version.