lol i haven’t logged on here in a million years. w/e it’s kind of fucked up how our minds make us dislike ppl that are extremely similar to us (excluding ppl that we have already formed bonds with). maybe because we see things abt ourselves in that other person that we don’t enjoy. idk a lot of the time lately i’ve just felt crazy / i feel like i come onto new friends & ppl too strongly because i wnna learn things abt them bc genuinely ppl are so interesting and i wnna know their odds and ends. i just get scared tht i come off as creepy or as though i’m prying too hard.. i’ve just felt sort of cynical lately which is a very odd character trait fr me because i try to think positively and i’m uncomfortable w the shift in my thinking. hopefully it will pass.
