TimeWarp

Zedd-True Color Tour 2015

Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky. -Rabindranath Tagore

Holy Spaceholes Batman ... Sign me up! #spaghettified #blackholes #naturalwonder #honoredtestsubject

Love your Mother

Getting my inspiration board together. #fashionglom #inspired #spring2015

I'm going to start putting my digital art doodles on tumblr because honestly I have no more room on my phone. Don't mind me.

Happy National Cat Day

I’m at that point where I don’t care enough about what people are saying or how their day is going, what their beliefs are, who did what with who and caring too much about what people think about me. It’s all negative and wrong and selfish. I know this because of the key signs like having panic attacks in public because what my brain thinks people are saying about me are conflicting with what I know is actually happening, nothing. Observing my surroundings, listening to other people and drinking tea the past few days have once again grounded me. I am now confused as to which way my path should lead. Time is traveling backwards and I am stuck in my old ways of confusion and self doubt wishing for a better life, envying everyone around me. I have been partaking in a lot of activities. Traveling, partying, meeting new people, trying new experiences, things outside of my comfort zone and I think it backfired. Change is inevitable but terrifying. I will always want more but I feel as if I won't do things in the correct way. My mind tells me to be cautious but my heart is yearning for everything under the sun. My heart tells me to continue on and have faith to find success and happiness. It’s hard to keep both of what I need to do and what I want to do in check. If only there was someone really close to help give a second opinion to all of this junk. Help me sort out what I truly want and what is only a phase. It’s hard when I’ve never had a mutual relationship with someone. I need to stop looking at the path that is socially acceptable or “preferred” and be free. Do what is right to me inside and not by what I see or hear or sense others are feeling is “right”. I need to float for awhile. Stay in this limbo world I call home right now. I will soon fall into a path that is designed only for me.