Salted Tears

Tumblr, this isn’t NSFW just because my character has a little bit of skin.

This movie is my safe space.

I decided to redraw more spirit scenes and this is of my starter nightspirit and my sisters FireLove tripping cause it’s just realistic according to our own lore and story we share of our accounts.

Draw the BEST GOSH DARN SUPPORTIVE FRIENDS IVE EVER MET AND LOVE SO MUCH AAAAAA

Meeet Eagle flies a one shot Mlp stress relief of I made who really calms my soul and I love him, and anyone wants to draw him fee free and don’t hesitate to tag me lol I love him so much. (Based on a base I found on google though I don’t really know who did it and eh)

To fully and truthfully answer that question I’m probably going to have to explain myself and what has unfortunately happened and my health.

Obviously I have been very inactive and suddenly disappeared at the start of October when I had plans to draw and upload constantly all thorough out the month but it didn’t happen for two main reasons, reason number 1 and the most important thing was my mental health and how it was taking its toll on my life. To start I’ve been medically diagnosed with major anxiety since around 2015 and have medication for it but recently it’s just been to much to even try posting art as I got too nervous and shaky even thinking about my art and the small audience that I have. I have a few other issues concerning my mental health but I believe not everything should be shared across the internet as it can come of as bragging or needing attention which I’ve been actually been terribly afraid of. During October I had multiple small panic attacks and that turned me away from social media for a month to just calm down and enjoy the outside and avoid my account. I do apologise for any followers who generally enjoy my art (to which I am greatly great full for).

The second major reason is my schooling and end of year assignments etc, any high school student understands my stress when it come to an end of term or the end of year terms, it’s utterly terrible and stressful and not to mention teachers are out to break you lol. Anyway I would rather focus on my studies than keeping my online profile active which I do want but it will always come after my first priorities.

I don’t want to drag this on so please take my utter apologies and please hang in there with me I’m still nervous about social media and producing art which I want to be a stress reliever not a stress inducer.

Eh I don’t like this one

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