Parents: Angelina & Vicente del Castillo (deceased)
Siblings: Celestina & Santiago del Castillo
Occupation: Capo for The Mob & CEO of del Castillo Development Group
Birthday: May 1st (Aries)
Faceclaim: Miles Gaston Villanueva
Hometown: Manhattan, NY
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Character Inspiration: Harvey Specter (Suits), Pablo Escobar (Narcos), Omar Navarro (Ozark), Kelly Severide (Chicago Fire)
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– EMILIANO DEL CASTILLO was born into a cartel family bound to the mob, raised in a home where affection and danger lived side-by-side. At fifteen, he lost his parents to a car bomb and inherited the responsibility of protecting his younger siblings while being shaped for leadership by his grandfather. By eighteen, he became capo, taking command of the Del Castillo empire’s lucrative real estate operations and its tightly controlled narcotics network. Now thirty-five, he is both a polished businessman and a strategic enforcer of the mob’s interests, known for his precision and respected for his unwavering loyalty to the family he helped rebuild from the ashes.
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headcanons & random facts
recently moved into a new house with his girlfriend and they now have a five-year old german shepherd called back up, and a samoyed puppy he gifted that miray called alfie
no moral compass as he believes in what needs to be done, has to get done
apart from being the CEO of the del Castillo Development Group, emil also owns a few nightclubs in the city and several other properties - he is a foodie, so he owns several restaurants too
loves building lego sets
does not take security lightly at all, he and anyone he deems important to him have cartel people shadowing them at all times. anywhere they step in, there are people placed there only to ensure their safety, heavily trained and armed
routinely chooses at least two days every month to leave nyc for relaxation
his favorite childhood memory is riding in the backseat while his mother sang along to old love songs - has a collection of all his parents' favorite albums in vinyl form
family comes first, always
can handle most issues without involving any type of emotion - and will come off as detached and ruthless because of this. taking down the gang that destroyed miray's childhood was not done out of revenge, but out of devotion.
emil and his gf host family dinner once a week and he still makes it a mission to make sure he sees his siblings separately at least once a week
do not make him play monopoly, he thinks that game is too long and a waste of his time
his first purchase as an adult was a private jet; his excuse for it was to ensure he and his siblings, cami included, could go anywhere they wanted - their first trip was to Switzerland for chocolate fondue
he loves miray durmaz so bad ✋🏻 do not talk to him or her about it ok
biography
TW: parental death, death, car bomb
Emiliano Del Castillo grew up in a house where love and danger were inseparable. His parents, Vicente and Angelina, were deeply affectionate but constantly consumed by their responsibilities within the cartel-operated mob. Emil never doubted they cared for their children, but he learned early that duty always came before bedtime stories and school recitals. Most nights, the house lights were still on at 3AM, conversations murmured behind closed office doors, maps, binders, and weapons laid out like part of the furniture.
As the oldest child, Emil was instinctively protective. Offering Celestina and Santiago a break and comfort when their parents' duties kept them away - blocking out the world, defusing their fears, explaining their parents’ long absences in whatever soft, reassuring way he could. Always aware that there was a quiet expectation that he would inherit the mantle his father, Vicente, carried as capo eventually.
That future arrived too soon - at fifteen, a rival cartel detonated a car bomb that killed his parents and shattered the world he understood. Despite his parents being gone, The Del Castillo empire - its legal shell companies, its cartel routes, its alliances, its enemies - kept moving whether he was ready or not.
His grandparents, Luis and Teresa, stepped in immediately. Luis, already a towering presence in both the cartel and global development arenas - returned to guide his grandson into the role that he was to excel at for the rest of his life. Teresa handled the younger siblings - Celestina grieving in silence, Santiago acting out until she steadied him.
But the responsibility of the future capo was already decided. Emil was the heir. Emil would carry what his parents left behind. He trained under Luis for three years; everything from strategic violence to political manipulation, from reading a balance sheet to reading a rival’s desperation.
Emil formally became the Del Castillo capo as a barely young adult, allowing Luis to step into retirement. Teresa remained the emotional backbone until her passing years later, when Emil and his siblings were already adults - but her loss hit them almost as hard as losing their parents. It was a before and after her death, as Teresa had been guidance and warmth that they could rarely ever find in the world that they grew up in.
Now thirty-five, Emil runs two kingdoms: the Del Castillo Group, built on real estate, hospitality, and high-end ventures and a cartel and mob network woven so tightly into the city that removing it would collapse half the infrastructure around it. Everything is perfectly planned, executed and thought of - an easy feat when supported by siblings that are as aware as he is of the position inside the organization.
To most, Emil is the quiet storm of the mob: measured, precise, untouchable. To those he loves, he is home - fiercely loyal, deeply protective, and willing to go to war just to keep them safe.
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francis had put off coming off until the last minute , mainly he was there for camila since cel scared him a little bit. he swore he could almost hear her judgement as he entered. it was freaky. he was slightly surprised emiliano had offered to smoke with him because one it was a mob event ( but he wasn't supposed to know that ) and two --- because he didn't seem like the type. he couldn't hide the look on his face , knowing he should be there and alive but instead he wasn't and life had to move on. younger man's gaze followed the other's as he landed on the plain band that adorned his finger before shaking his head. " engaged , i wanted an engagement ring too. "
There was a lot more to Emiliano than most people knew - it was part of who he was, not to hide it, but to have an entirely different image to outsiders. In many ways, he had a double life, very much like everyone that shared the world he had always existed in. His friendship with Francis was more attached to who they were than either of their jobs; a simple meeting due to Emiliano's connections to the Mayor and politicians that helped with permits and whatnot. "Cool," and it was, though it just looked like he was married, which in Emil's head that worked. Message delivered. "Long engagement then?"
Nico's nod came in final response, seeing no need to drag his reasoning out for looking into Pier 47. Sure, he had multiple and yet, what had already been spoken was enough. He knew, or more, was under the assumption that it came in no coincidence that the company had come up in conversation with Adrien Brooks. It was the reason why he thought his interest was exactly where it needed to be.
Remaining silent he listened, reading between the lines as such and found the answer he was after. It would surprise nobody that Nico's entire stance in regards to anybody tied to the pantheon was to meet an untimely death. It wasn't to prove a point, it was to send a message. No, he had no means of communication with the entity blackmailing the city, but what he could ensure was that heads would roll for doing their bidding. "Okay." he acknowledged before moving on, "Hawthorne aside, should have a location for Adams soon, I'll let you know if he says anything worthwhile."
Emiliano knew exactly where every single name on the list of Pantheon accomplices would end up - not that he blamed Nico at all, given that a part of him was beginning to understand that no matter what they found out through all of them, that wouldn't be anywhere near enough to get to who they really wanted; whoever was leading the charge against all of them. It made sense for it was clear that the Pantheon may have underestimated them a little bit. A nod was all he gave to his boss, seeing as he had a job of his own to do with the information he gave him and Emiliano being Emiliano would dig deeper than just Hawthorne and find more, too. It was only a matter of time. It was useless to offer Nico his help since he assumed the other man knew he would be there if needed. "I'll keep in touch about Hawthorne." And by that, Emiliano meant he would call Nico once he had him, that way all Nico had to decide was show up if he wanted to.
despite the increased surveillance , santiago always had the tendency of being a worrier , it happened young and it was inevitable. there was a lot at stake at the event but now given what had happened to romeo --- he would be antsy at least a month after as well. hernando had already scolded him when he asked if there was a bunker he would loan him and knew it was a lost cause. he had to be nonchalant when unfortunately he was probably the most chalant in the family. while emiliano played it off , he had one vice that santiago picked up -- mainly by smell and he had hoped emiliano kept up that little habit even at events. he immediately beelined his way to the man , the cartel members recognizing and immediately letting him by. " no seas culero , " he said with a small grin , completely innocent. " what do you have on you and give me some. "
Paranoia ran in their blood, or rather their psyche. Such was the life of an orphan, or in this case, three orphans. After losing both parents, a pair that seemed invincible, at a young age. It was engraved in Emiliano's brain to think of the worst possible outcome everywhere that he went, he had to remain focused, be able to predict situations that could harm his family like that fateful June night twenty years ago. The difference between the siblings laid on Santiago's lack of poker face. For a politician, he seemed to never hide anything - except for how he spent his free time. Which Emil knew included partying and drinking. He turned his head as his brother appeared, arching an eyebrow. "Is it gonna make you look like you want to be here?" He teased easily, clearly unbothered as he searched in his pockets and then something occurred to him, "Did you know Walmart has its own brand?"
The one constant she could draw across the entirety of her life, hers and her brothers', was the presence of cartel soldiers. They had simply always been there, circulating as permanent a fixture as her own self. More permanent than her own parents, at this point. As a child she had assumed this was unremarkable. That all her friends' mothers took five steps forward while Hector - scar bisecting his right eye, three guns distributed across his person - took four steps right behind her. It wasn't until she'd grown older, that she'd come to learn it was different for them and only them.
If the entirety of her life held a fortified perimeter composed of cartel soldiers, this event nearly tripled it with each Del Castillo sibling present. One wrong move from someone within the crowd and it would prompt the opening of hellfire from the hands of those that'd become family to her. Still, it didn't mean they were exempt from following a dress code, naturally - for they were supposed to be discreet while stationed across a grounds radius of over a mile. "Why is Julio in a cowboy hat?" The question aimed at Emil in lieu of a greeting as soon as she'd met him near the doors that opened towards the courtyard. "It's not even a white hat. It's beige."
After recent events that he did not care to bring back, somehow security had became tighter. Often executed by his soldiers just how many of them he had - everywhere. With business growing, the numbers were always in Emiliano's favor, something he knew was incredibly important for their family and the Mob. He didn't even have to tell them what the plan was, most times they knew exactly where to be and how to do what needed to be done. Dress codes though, that wasn't their forte. It was a miracle no one had showed up with a Mexico national team jersey to this party since it was right in the middle of the biggest soccer tournament in the world.
He finished sending a text message before he turned to look at his sister, her question almost funny. "Have you ever tried reasoning with a sixty five year old man?" Julio had worked for them since Luis was in charge, their own father still a young man preparing to take over the empire just like Emil had almost two decades ago. "He thinks he can outrun Luis, so imagine telling him that hat isn't white and thinking he'll admit he's wrong." His gaze found the older man, shaking his head. Emil already had told him so - only one comment, told him to take off the hat, and then he'd realized he didn't care enough, and that a white hat would probably make Julio look like Doug Dimmadome, so his sister would hate it either way. Julio would do anything Emiliano asked him to do, eyes closed, but there was a line drawn at his cowboy hat, it seemed.
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Only a couple of hours after the party began, Emiliano had ditched his suit jacket, sticking to the sleeveless vest he was wearing under it instead. Relaxation was a strange word in his vocabulary, not because he was incapable of it, but because Emiliano never really searched for it. He was his most unapologetic self at home, by himself and now with Miray, so despite the alcohol and other substances in his system, he remained as alert as a regular day in his life - maybe having too much fun with the silly commentary of his employees in the comms that he'd stuck to his ear as his way of keeping tabs at all times.
His wife was distracting enough without a cowboy hat on her head, so her decision to now embrace the cowboy hats that he and members of his family and side business wore was not helping. At all. Not that he would ever complain. Despite spending a portion of the night separately, he knew where she was at all times in that way they had of orbiting around each other at all times. He only needed a few seconds to find her amongst the crowd, an arm slipping around her middle as he appeared behind her, knowing full well she had already noticed him since nothing escaped her. "Which one of my guys did you task with finding that hat, huh?" Emil murmured with a soft smile, gaze landing on her face once he was close enough. "You should consider wearing this all the time." The hat, the dress, everything.
Weddings weren't his cup of tea really, never had been. They all seemed to distill into a long drawn out process of binding yourself to the same person for... what? Eternity? The first shitty anniversary and then bailing? Divorce was hardly a bogeyman, but it seemed a messy and inevitable proposition from his vantage point. He could be happy for others who wanted it though, or at least feign the sentiment long enough to seem genuine. "Since we haven't had the chance to properly do this," he placed a crystalline shot glass into the other man's grasp without invitation. "Congratulations on the nuptials. To many more years and all that jazz."
Emiliano eyed the shot for just a moment before taking it. Not that he didn't trust Dominic not to poison him, but rather he didn't want to know what on Earth he had put in it, actually. Instead of a double, it was probably a triple shot or something fraternity-like which is how the eldest del Castillo saw the other capo. "You better not drink this with salt and lime." Because that would just be embarrassing to do in front of a Mexican man. Emiliano didn't much care for weddings, which was part of the reason behind their elopement. Married life, however, seemed like it fit him entirely too well. "Trade? Make it a real party." He offered a blunt from the inside pocket of his white jacket in exchange for the shot, handing it to Dominic carelessly.
A small smile on his lips let her know he was more than content with her answer, for he had realized months ago that he wanted her around him at all times. With the recent loss for the Caravelli's, Emiliano's biggest concern had been to offer them any support they needed and wanted.He and Romeo weren't ever close, but they had been friends after so many years of working together. However, Emil's way of mourning wasn't often shown to others, there was too much to do and not enough time. Nostalgia was what often attacked him and instead of sadness, he was more pensive about Romeo's death. It felt strange to think about the other capo in past tense, made him wonder how long he had left, others around him too. His smile remained as she watched him, his own gaze traveling all over her face without any excuse other than his love for her.
"Phone's been going off every 30 minutes," was his answer about his sleep, or lack thereof. He wasn't worried, as he was sure they'd catch up on sleep on the plane. Emil watched as she walked away from him for a few seconds before he stood up and began to make the bed without even thinking about his movements - until one of his burners went off on his nightstand. The phone call was quick, from one of the men that worked for him, someone he had been in contact with about Elias Hawthorne' providing him with enough information to add a new stop to their itinerary. Emil hung up the phone and then knocked on their closet's door to signal his presence to Miray as she packed, leaning against the doorframe. "Sanchez seems to think Hawthorne is in Medellin. Figured we could head over there after Sevilla." He let out a deep breath, fully aware that finding anyone related to the fires had became even more important now. Even so, if his wife wanted to sit this one out, she could, after all, this was business tied to his organization. "This guy may know a lot and has protection from another cartel." He let her know as he watched her intently. "He's got money everywhere; including Pier 47. You need to know everything if you want come with me."
It hadn't taken her to change into a pair of black linen pants and a sleeveless crimson blouse, each button worked through its place almost absently as she listened to him. By the time he appeared in the doorway, Miray was fastening the strap of the black YSL heel around her ankle, the slight shift in her balance bringing her shoulder lightly against the edge of the closet before her green eyes lifted to meet his. It was almost enough to make her forget that only minutes earlier she'd been trying to convince him to get back into bed with her. "Medellín isn't exactly a small city." She straightened, reaching past a row of jackets for the leather case resting at the back of the closet. "Does Sanchez happen to know where?"
The mention of Pier 47 drew the slightest crease between her brows as she turned further into the closet. Her hand found the recessed shelf built into the wall without needing to look, fingers closing around the first handgun before slipping it into her waistband. The second disappeared into the leather case with barely a sound. Her hand settled around the grip of a third, lingering there for only a heartbeat before lifting it free alongside two more. "Which one?" She asked him as she checked the chamber of the last gun before placing it beside the others.
Finally, she turned back with the bag already in hand, closing the distance between them as though the room had never needed to exist between them at all. Her free hand rose to the front of his shirt, smoothing the fabric where it had shifted beneath the doorframe, the gesture brief enough to pass for habit. Her thumb traced the crease until it disappeared beneath her hand. Only then did her gaze settle fully on his again, holding his eyes in the quiet that followed. "I want to." Go with him. The corner of her mouth lifted faintly. "For better or worse." A small pause followed as she continued to look at him. "Or until your eyes belong to Frankenstein."
Very few things slowed Emiliano down; if his current state could be that. He stood near the shore, passing a joint to Francis as he let out some smoke. Emil was exceptionally good at reading people, even more so those that he knew and, in a way, understood. He could see it written all over his friend's face - the grief, the sadness. People handled it differently, that was understandable. He didn't really bother to try to find words, instead he had offered one thing that made him almost relax after long days of work. Emil being Emil remained alert no matter what, the comms in his ear keeping him up to date with every movement inside the party even as he turned to look back at the other man and removed his sunglasses when something caught his eye. "When did you get married?"
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As Emiliano took his shot, Sullivan gave a faint hum of approval, watched as the ball drop neatly into the hole. "How do you manage to get a hole in one every time?" The corners of his mouth lifted in amusement at the offer, as he rested both hands over top of his club. “Now that." He started. “Is what turns the impossible into a simple matter of administrative enthusiasm.” A brief chuckle slipped out of him then, but it faded almost as soon as the subject shifted to the Caravelli's. The change in him was slight, nearly imperceptible, except in the stillness that had come over him as his attention returned to the man in front of him. “As well as can be expected.” He answered at last, with a small shrug that seemed less dismissive than resigned, before stepping forward to line up his next shot. “Grief is such a peculiar houseguest.” His club tapped the ball lightly, and he watched it travel down the green before lifting his gaze once more. “It overstays its welcome, and all anyone can do is endure it." A truth that he knew Emiliano was more than familiar with than most. For a moment the silence between them lingered, as Sullivan stepped back. “The Caravelli's, it seems, have always had a gift for that.”
"I've only had this office since I was eighteen years old." Emiliano retorted, shrugging carelessly. He knew the entire building like the back of his hand, every single employee in all the floors included, along with everything that they did. It was something he had decided to do as just a child, to know about who worked for him. It was the same way that he ran the other side of the business; names, their families, their motivations if possible. He nodded at Sully's next words, a small frown on his face. "What is grief if not love outliving people's time on Earth." Emiliano let out gently. That was how he had learned to see his own mourning and loss. He, however, did not know what losing a sibling was like. In Emil's opinion, siblings were the people that you were supposed to never lose, to walk side by side with. He moved to take his turn again, thinking of switching the topic. "You think I should add a ping pong table here?"
What shifted beneath, bodies entwined and oblivious to the string being picked apart in a world that welcomed the underworld through its doors held no amount of allure to Luca. If anything, watching them from above, he pitied the naivety. And for those with the wherewithal to know better, he said a silent prayer that they'd find something better to waste their time on. They'd suffer less, and somewhere along the line, perhaps they'd understand what a life within it could truly cost. The death of a Caravelli - one he'd spent years with, felt like a cold spoon had lodged itself in his chest. Nothing close to grief filled his lungs, it wasn't his to hold, but loss nonetheless carved its name into the white of bone. A permanent reminder. "I'm sick of this shit," he responds in his usually rough timbre, though he lacks the bite of his anger. The ice in his glass has melted down, watered down the amber liquid enough to steal the bite of the liquor from feeling anything close to satisfying anymore. "Aren't you?" Drink swils around the glass, and be upends what remains and finished it off. "Remember what it's like to be like them?" The tilt of his chin towards the floor beneath them is the only gesture he offers.
Emiliano barely moved as the other man spoke up. See, all that Emiliano knew was exactly this - loss, fight, do better. He had only been allowed fifteen years of the luxury of not being in the organization that they were both a part of. He did not regret stepping up like he had, for he was who he was due to the circumstances that had shaped him. "I was never like them." He admitted with a small shrug. There was no pity or emotion tied to his words, just a fact. Not surprising coming from the capo. Looking away from the crowd below them, Emil's gaze scanned the nightclub in a few seconds. The crowds, the regulars, the VIP sections - all located where he had planned from day one, and then looked back at Luca. A death like Romeo's could shake up just about anyone; he was someone they saw almost everyday, and in Emiliano's case for as long as he could remember. He remained strong solely due to years of understanding that all he could do was move forward. "Think it's time we hit back, honestly. You know anything?" About Pantheon, that was. Or whoever was behind it.
his childhood was a bit all over the place given what ocurred when he was just ten. he always wondered what would've happened had they survived , everyone would be okay --- everyone alive , including their grandmother. however , life had other plans and now they lived with this constant void. however , out of everyone he thought emil got the worst deal out of all of them. there had been a time in santiago's life where he just learned to stay out of the man's way growing up , severing whatever familial ties they had. it wasn't emiliano's fault , it wasn't necessarily santiago's it was just what he learned.
this had been the first time the two had connected in a way that didn't feel forced , out of want not because of obligation. " you knew them more than i did. " it was true , at ten he barley remembered anything -- emiliano held more context to who they actually were and it used to bother santiago but it was out of their control. " they were always so careful --- i still don't get it. " how paranoia ran so rampant and yet they could end up that way. " i think luis has some sort of vendetta against me , " the impromptu training sessions were mainly his evidence , statement was said with a small smile. to others it was odd , but it was their normal. " everyone knows where all this leads , " it was unsaid. " i started therapy , " he finally said with a small sigh. " i haven't had a good night sleep since i was twelve and it's only getting worse. " he had never told anyone , finding it fitting that emiliano know what their upbringing had cost him. " let me know how i can help. "
"Santi," Emiliano shook his head lightly - a part of him would always wonder just how different the two of them could be when they were raised by the same people. Even if he knew that part of that issue come from Emiliano having to step up as way more than just being Santiago's older brother. "How well do you think a fifteen-year-old kid would know his parents?" It almost sounded like a joke, but it wasn't. Vicente and Angie had loved them, that was something that Emiliano would never doubt, but they ran the very same empire that he ran these days. They weren't perfect parents, but they were everything that Emil ever aspired to be.
He sighed, patting his brother on the back of his shoulder gently; a rare gesture for him. "We can't ever be too careful, that's what dad used to say and he was right. We shouldn't take that for granted." That included his training sessions with Luis, Hernando, and with Emiliano himself. The world that they lived in, grew up in, had no mercy to show people like them. The legacy that they carried on their shoulders matter, but ultimately, they were everything they had left of their parents now. Emiliano, Celestina and Santiago. The mention of therapy made Emil arch an eyebrow, not judging but clear surprise. "Have you figured out what triggers your insomnia? Therapy will help." Taking a moment as he looked over the construction site, Emil tilted his head to the side. "Just pay attention to your surroundings. I'll keep you informed about anything - you do the same. We all need to be on the same page."
His curiosity within the specific logistics company in question had been a separate path to the entity labelled pantheon. Or at least, it was for Nico. As far as he was assuming, Pier 47 had no current true connections to the group he held every intention of wiping from New York City. His nod came in acknowledgement, as well as finality, knowing that if Emiliano said he was to do something, it'd get done. Simple as. "If the MC have ties to this company, I want us to get on top of those, in case we need to." it was an idea for the future, see, if the reapers suddenly became a problem, Nico knowing he had power to aid prevention, was where he wanted to be.
"Does his life mean anything to anyone?" Hawthorne's, that was. His question had come in continuation of Emil's response, there had been no ignorance from Nico, but a simple means to move on. A clear hint that the end result here in the Don's mind was death and yet, the answer he would receive would sway his outcome. Not that it would do for Jimmy Adams. A guy Nico had already began closing in on, narrowing his location down to The Bronx, information he planned to pass on to his capo once Elias was covered.
That was almost protocol. Regardless of their daily operations, part of his role as a capo was to almost be able to tell the future. Something that had became incredibly hard to achieve since the Pantheon had arrived into town half a year ago - predicting their moves seemed impossible when they had no one to study. With a name for the company though, Emiliano could look into them, whoever they did business with. The Reapers were something he rarely thought of as competition wasn't a problem with them, their leader seemed to respect boundaries. "I'll find out whatever it is that they do for him, or anyone else."
Emiliano gave it some thought and then shrugged. "I assume they have kept him alive and provided him refugee due to what he owes them. He may be the only one with access to some of their assets, they don't want to lose them, so he's still useful but not necessary - if he used Brooks, he has more of that in other places." And Emiliano wasn't too worried, for no one would ever find out who would be behind whatever happened to the man once he was found. He would find a way to solve another problem with this one since that was how he normally ran his business. All that to let Nico know, the outcome did not matter, really.
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" i know , " he nodded his head at emiliano's words. " a fucking idiot but good. " and maybe that's what got him killed , not the lack of protection , not anything other than just being a good person. santiago could now see why emiliano had brought him away from everything , just the two of them --- to talk. something that neither of them did very well , well , emiliano had his wife to talk to , he and celestina had their own way of communicating but santiago was more of the type to keep everything bottled and claim he was okay. santiago's gaze dropped as emiliano kept speaking , truthfully , santiago didn't want to speak about it. he wanted it to go away , but that's not how life worked.
after a moment of silence he finally spoke up , " i miss them all. " santiago could never forget them , they were a part of him , even if he was beginning to forget details , the little things that made them human. " you've always had this way of just -- being put together. " he sighed. " i'm not that. " he'd always looked up to emiliano , how he had stepped up and took over once he turned eighteen , a feat santiago had admired and felt almost ashamed he had stepped so far back and away from them , from him. " i should have never did what i did , " he sighed. " it all just hit me --- they've been gone for twenty years , teresita has been gone for five years. it was too much. "
Talking about his parents or what it meant to him had never been part of Emiliano's life. At fifteen, he stepped in ways that he wasn't even aware he had. It was now, two decades later, that the eldest del Castillo was slowly realizing his own loss and that of his siblings. Because it had meant way more than just the physical and emotional loss of Vicente and Angelina, but their childhood, teenage years. Emil had sacrificed a normal life to do so. His silence, well, that had been his way of who he thought he needed to become to to shoulder everything. Not something that he used as an excuse, but he was fully aware of what it had done to his and his siblings' relationship.
Emil only watched his brother as he spoke, allowing him to say what he needed to say, to let it all out. It was just the two of them, after all.Even if their year had started in a tough spot, they would always be brothers - nothing would ever change that. So when Emil spoke up, he merely shrugged. "It took me a long time not to feel angry about mom and dad." His admission was incredibly rare, for he never found the right words to talk about his parents, and healing was still in progress. ""You're not like me, but we were raised by the same people." Which meant somewhere, deep inside Santiago, he could be more than who he was now. If that was what he wanted. "I dealt with my grief in silence and when I had bad days, only Luis witnessed it. Have a bad day, mourn him," He let out a deep breath. "But the only thing that helped me after after everything, was to know that I was doing everything I could for them."