KIMMY

If I don't move I'll get unprepossesing things.

Just get me rn. I'm leaving this country before it gets too late.

I'm leaving this country with lots of dumb people.

Having a father that does not give love, respect, and appreciation to his daughter had me broken. Witnessing his acts towards women he talks to, and not respecting my mother even she died had me distrust men and lose my dream of having children and a happy family on my own.

I can't even enter a relationship without having a doubt, anxiety and fear. Fear of being left behind, fear of not being loved back, and fear of being fooled just like what my father does to his "girlfriends".

We may or may have not met yet, but I hope you are doing well. I pray to God to let us meet on the very perfect day that he planned. Hang in there because I'm still building my future. Though I'm still wondering with no destination. I was hoping that if you would see me along your way, please guide me. I've been always dreaming about the day we would meet. How will it be and where will it be. Would we start as enemies or colleagues.

I've learned that my father two timed mom before they got married, when he was talking on the phone. The reason he is with my mother is because, mom is just the only one who decided to stay with him. My mom is super nice, humble and ver patient person. She's shy and timid but very beautiful. When I was a child I acquired her characters, but when I noticed how bad my father is I learned to rebel and talk back. I am happy my mother died so she would not endure the selfishness of my father.

But I also wish she was here so I could have someone I can hug and cry on.