EmberEasle

She don't take many rest days, but even Sophia understands that you need to give yourself a break sometimes.

I don't really care if anyone see's this, I just need to get this shit off my chest.

I don't want to grow up, I don't care what freedoms and benefits it gets you, the stress it brings already causes me to panic whenever I think about it.

And everyone keeps saying "college isn't for everyone" but then when someone doesn't want to go to said college, they judge them and make them feel worse than they are. I can't even go to my parents for help, they don't care if I'm "ready" or "willing" to do this, it's either go to college or start a fucking business (their words, not mine)

And I just feel so fucking pathetic cause I just became 18, and here I am running for comfort to my damn mom.

I just want to build my life how I want to build it, even if I have to make mistakes