Yeah.

Ready for a bad time?

Well guys. Its happening. Almost done with it! My sister has done a fantastic job and i seriously cant wait to wear it to taiyou con!

Its 4 in the morning and I started thinking too much again. Honestly I think I might be better suited alone sometimes? Like being in a relationship is great and all, but I don’t think I am strong enough to deal with someone else’s issues and my own at the same time. I’m probably just overthinking things. Honestly like I think I just need like me time. Though I don’t know exactly what “Me” time is. It’s that shitty feeling of, I just want to be alone..but when I am alone I feel real lonely. I don’t really get it. I also started thinking too much about how I can better myself. Like eat better, actually take an hour or two to exercise, do a productive hobby, or something. But, then I get all these stupid thoughts of how I am just gonna let myself down and not do it? Bleh. I am gonna try to sleep I guess.

I wish someone would throw me a surprise party. I dunno, it just sounds nice, and like a good time or something..

tfw its your birthday.