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My MIL has been visiting since March 20th.. That's FOURTY days and FOURTY nights now -wtafomg@#%!!! and tomorrow is D day (departure 😅).

What an eternity the past month and a half has been. I'm exhausted in every way someone can be.

So April 30th is finally here, unfortunately her flight isn't until 9pm 😵, so 1 more day of unrelenting anxiety.

For some reason my husband doesn't understand that this is an absurdly long time to impose a visit on someone, and refuses to cut her time to 3 (f#@&ing GENEROUS) weeks, per my pleading request. But, every visit is the same; 5+ weeks.

I have to object to her extended stay next time, because I will not make it through another.

Back from a long hiatus. I tried to eat healthy, but I couldn't resist the holiday sweets. Then I started to secretly buy bags of candy and boxes of cookies again, and Hoovering them up by myself in days.

I also started donating plasma for some extra cash, but that requires eating "well" to keep my levels up for donations. After each donation I would also get a bag of saline intravenously and that would make me feel so puffy and yucky. So of course I gained a ton of weight, and I've decided to give it up. It's not worth the long drive, gas money, the insulting $25 a stick, and especially the weight gain!

I stopped blogging last fall (2018), and i was 128 lbs.. Now it's nearly spring (2019) and I'm back up to 139 lbs. I need to fast and get back on track, but my willpower is out the window.