โ "So, hello everyone again! I came back to talk. As I said in the post below, I'm going to touch on a couple of topics that concern me. But now, after thinking about it, I decided to combine these topics into one big one and paint each part of this big topic."
So...
How do you become a sch00l sh00ter?
(I say in advance that these posts are just my opinion. I'm not encouraging anyone to take the sch00l sh00ting.)
I will divide this topic into several parts. The first topic I want to discuss:
How to change your mindset?
One of the most important steps in this goal is to change your mindset. It will depend on many aspects of your plan. The banality of this part is easy, like: starting from your attitude to violence, ending with your attitude to death.
I would like to emphasize that the fear of death is the greatest fear of committing this attack. But unfortunately, people confuse this fear with two other fears:
1. Fear of the unknown after death
2. Fear of long-term, excruciating pain before death
And if we are almost all familiar with the fear of the unknown, and this is common to all people, then the fear of long-term pain remains the key. You don't have to blame yourself for this, I understand you perfectly. But still I want to convey one thought:
ยซDeath is not the enemy. Death itself does not bring pain and suffering towards the dead. It just helps their body and emotions find eternal peace. Death is a partner waiting for you at the end of the path, which will allow you to fall into the arms of emptiness.ยป
A calmer, even sympathetic attitude towards thoughts of death will help you overcome fear, as well as fear of violence.
You should not be afraid of the end, because the end is also inevitable. Someone realizes this sooner, someone later. Awareness does not have clear age measures. It's the same with experience. Of course, there are certain "canons" of society that say that the older a person is, the wiser he is. I didn't always agree with that. Experience can be gained at any age, regardless of the number in the passport (of course, if we are talking about the limits of the norm)
So, what can stop you from getting rid of the fear of death?
You may have been brought into a religious framework or the framework of your parents' moral principles.
Of course, we have all heard phrases or approximate statements: 'behave yourself and you will go to heaven,' or you will be good and heaven will be kind to you.' But we all understand that the concept of "behaving well" does not exist. If our opinion is skewed with the opinion of others, they will try to put pressure on religion: 'how can you think about this? It's sinful." Religion sometimes does not differ from a sect, so I strongly advise you to reconsider your views on faith. It's not a belief, it's an imposed choice.
So, I think that's all. If you have any questions, then of course you can ask, I will always be ready to answer.
May the God of sadness protect you. Your Em_AofA.
