eloch

life is good bc walking in the night with a friend will always bring a soft sensation on your skin and comforting feeling in your soul

sharing anecdotes about my adolescence quickly looks like true crime youtube girlies advising for you to grab a snack and get comfy for the horrors

cried myself to sleep in a delusional state thinking my house was nothing more than a morbid theatre in which each member of my family took part with an assigned role, and the music playing in my headphones was blood-curdling as if some unwanted, dark forces tried to whisper to me through it, and the only person in my life that didnt seem to play a part was my best friend. i hope she'll be flattered !! :)

this long ass weekend will be full of joy or won’t be at all

submitting my holiday request on our HR online space has me rubbing my hands together mischievously

chronically confused loser lesbian summer

took acid to touch absolution in the form of god’s hands cupping my tears damp cheeks, got weird lesbian sex and calf cramps instead

she washed my feet sobbing and i wept at the thought of martyrdom, the trip report gonna be a wild gospel of sort

everytime i dare to ask for something, im afraid ill be dragged to the village pillory and have all the medieval peasants throw rotten tomatoes to my haunted face

i used to view impassivity and inaction as a form of elevated nobility of character, turns out it’s far more ominously perverted than i thought

maybe if i stopped spiraling over the thought that the world is sickeningly corrupt at its core and that nobody can be saved in it i could be very happy

i used to shame people watching cute babies animals videos on social medias. but i think i get it now