Elly Roe

ifyoufeelthatway:

tkaaay:

bigtimecrushonsomeone:

30rockasaurus:

fuckyeaaaah-xx:

iwannahavethelifethatyouhave:

jforjoelle:

last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again

nothing to lose. :))

Let’s hope

Why not? :)

*crossing fingers*

pretty much^^^^

i got nothing to lose. (:

Last time i did this my wish came true.

“i need [surgery/hormones/whatever] RIGHT GODDAMN NOW”

“o fuck i’m not ready for [surgery/hormones/whatever] it’s too scary”

Dysphoria™

Dysphoria²™, also known as Despair

But What If I’m Faking It

“time to relabel my sexuality again”

bonus level: “wait, am I straight?!?”

deep depression

But What If I’m Faking It, Round Two: Electric Boogaloo

that real good feel when you finally figure out a name/pronoun/decision and it feels right

immediately followed by: Doubt™

spending all your money on new clothes

the gradual increase in your wellbeing that you don’t even notice until you look back to where you were three years ago and just think wow

And that’s just something I had to do.

If I didn’t, it might’ve severely impacted my treatment and my options for hormones and surgery.

When she asked me: “Do you feel like you’re just a man, or do you feel non-binary?” I lied to her face.

“I’m just a man.”

When in reality I’m not.

Some days I am, but sometimes I’m not. Sometimes I’m something else.

But being anything but binary leaves you in a grey zone, so we’d rather lie and pretend than have to fight the fights that non-binary might spark.