ANNE NOVAH

i know its Easter weekend and people celebrate it in different ways i like to be alone during it and dont call me a little weirdo and lair for that. and also bitch neighbour you psycho you fucking killed your cat because I didn't respond right away. Fuck you bitch for killing your cat because my phone was turned off. You get so mean when you're drunk why do you fucking keep throwing things at me more to hate you more. Why do you have to be abusive and mean to people and now your cat?

these days I have to admit its just been really hard to find a reason to smile

I will always pick quality over quantity when it comes to friends. at least quality friends won't lie when you mess up

I hate waking up at 3 am feeling empty and restless when all I want to do is sleep. Probably just gonna make a pot of noodles, call it my emotional support noodles and eat it in bed staring at the TV. Fck insomnia sucks.

it's 5 hours until my 30th birthday. Looking back when I was abused as a kid, as a teen and my ex I never thought I would see my 30th birthday. I thought the abuse would kill me or I would. I am glad things are better now in ways I could never imagine. I got good friends, away from the abuse and getting to know other family members who accept me that I didn't know when I was younger. But I still remember the moments that went through my head when I tried to overdose and commit suicide. I am just glad things are better.