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summary: something that happened between elliot and y/n left her wanting more affection.

warnings: cursing, slight angst, kissing

more: based off the song “affection” by BETWEEN FRIENDS

you were so fucking nervous. you’ve never been this scared except for once in your life.

y/n raised her hand and knocked on the door gently. she was going over in her head what she was gonna say to elliot. she didn’t know if she did anything wrong or if he still even wanted ti be her best friend.

the door swung open causing y/n to let out a shaky breathe as she blurted out and soft “hi” just reacting and not thinking.

she thought he looked so perfect. she studied his face as if she was seeing him through a magnifying glass. his face tats, his round nose and his gentle eyes.

just something about him made the girl go insane.

“hey c’mon in” elliot replied with a soft but blank expression on his face making the girl even more nervous than she already was.

now what y/n didn’t know was that elliot was trying to figure out what to say to her too. he didn’t know how to tell her why he when ghost and dint even tell her.

he knew that him leaving would be hard for her so he just didn’t tell her. yes he should have told her face to face or even in some form of communication,

but he knew he could never say goodbye to the person he loved the most.

“was it me? did i do something to drive you away from me? you spoke. you wanted an answer but you were scared it was gonna be something you didn’t wanna hear.

“no of course not y/n” elliot replied back instantly

“the. what was it? i just wanna know” you didn’t wanna push or force him to open up but you just wanted to help him in anyway you could.

“come with me” elliot said while turning to walk up the stairs. you followed closely behind him as if you were afraid he was gonna just disappear into thin air.

you didn’t know why you just felt the urge to always be touching him. you just craved skin to skin and it drove you crazy.

you walked into his room after him and softly sat on the bed.

“look the reason i left wasn’t because of you. my mom sent my aunt back to town to come see how we were doing because she was too pussy to show up herself. then she tried to make my aunt give me some bullshit letter as if it was going to fucking make up for her leaving us”

as elliot told you each and every detail on why he went M.I.A you’re heart broke. he didn’t deserve any of the shit his mom put him through.

“im so fucking sorry that happened. she doesn’t deserve to even call you her son because you’re so special. she has no idea what she’s missing out on”

everything after that happened so fast. you felt a pair of soft firm lips against yours as elliot put one of his hands on your face. you kissed back giving the same energy he was giving as the kiss continued.

your stomach felt like it was on fire as you and kissed. elliot pulled away while slowly opening his eyes, seeing you with a small smile on you’re face as you tried to catch your breath.

“that was even better than the dreams” as soon as those words left you’re lips you could’ve sworn your life flashed before your eyes. instant regret flooded your face as you looked at elliot.

he let out a soft laugh while stepping closer to you.

“oh yea and what happened in those dreams baby?”

summary: something that happened between elliot and y/n left her wanting more affection.

warnings: heavy drug use & cursing

more: flashbacks will be included! & based off the song “affection” by BETWEEN FRIENDS

she didn’t know how or why she ended up in this position, but here y/n was walking up to elliot, rue and jules who were sitting at their daily lunch table.

y/n had her usual genuine smile on her face as she sat down.

you knew you had to cover up your weird behavior which lead you to quickly saying

“sorry about earlier i really had to fucking pee” you let out a small laugh.

“yea i could tell by how fucking quick you walked away” elliot replied back now turning to look at you.

you turned your head looking over at him as you guys held eye contact. you wanted to break the staring thing going on between you and him so it wouldn’t seem weird as fuck.

but you loved the color of his eyes. they were so kind and welcoming it was like he was pulling you into some sort of trance.

“ookayy this is getting weird” you heard causing you to break the eye contact and look over at rue who was looking at you with suspicion written all over her face.

“are you two like, okay or?” jules questioned while holding in her laugh.

at first when you met jules u didn’t really like her. she just gave off a bad vibe and you were right because she left rue that night and got on that train.

but she was the one who helped you through the worst 3 months in your life. rue had relapsed so you couldn’t talk to her and elliot had fallen off the grid.

3 months ago..

you would do all sorts of drugs mixing them to get the perfect high. you couldn’t stop. everyday after school you would go home, pop something and then smoke a couple blunts. then you would usually listen to some of elliot’s songs screaming them at the top of your lungs.

listening to his music made you feel good but it still didn’t help the empty spot you felt in your chest every time you remembered he was gone.

you would try to call him, text him, you even went to his house and he just didn’t answer. you didn’t know what was wrong with your best friend and it scared you.

jules was there tho. she helped you.

y/n walked up to the door, hand trembling and breath shaky as she knocked on the door. she didn’t have anyone else to help her. she was at rock bottom.

the door swung open revealing a confused jules, but her face soon softened as she saw you. baggy t-shirt with one of elliot’s sweats on and a pair of sneakers. your wipe your nose before quickly asking if you could come in.

“uh yea. are you like okay” jules asked closing the door behind you.

you didn’t even hear her question before walking back and forth in her kitchen. your eyes were pouring out warm tears as you began to gasp for air.

jules quickly rushed over, her tall figure towered over you as she played with your hair asking you what was wrong.

you explained everything how you were worried about elliot, how you were on drugs and that you wanted to get better.

that’s exactly what jules did. she helped you and you calmed down from drugs.

a month later you decided it was finally time to go see elliot. jules told you that he was back to normal and you didn’t believe it until your phone vibrated receiving a text from elliot telling you to come over.

but what you didnt know was that one night could change your friendship with elliot, leaving you wanting more affection.