EllieEatsNot

I just feel like I’m a bad person. And everyone will leave eventually. So maybe if I become as small as possible. I’ll fade away. It will happen eventually anyhow.

And suddenly… I’m scared of apples

Nicotine <3

Okay tell me why an additional 500 cals literally ruins weeks worth of progress???

Love it when my morning coffee starts to feel like I’m flying

Meta day went a little crazy, but the point is to allow myself to eat to prevent binges over 3k. Didn’t even bloat, only got puffy because of the salt content. But we move forward and keep going. Last week I made serious progress. I can do it again.

2.5lbs a week let’s goooo

Feeling hungry is so satisfying

So actually a dumbass and sampled a blueberry muffin and a chocolate donut. Luckily it was about 100cals. But I already felt like I wasn’t making progress so this is just bleh

Balancing full time work, full time school, hobbies, and an 3d is not for the weak 💀