if quils were still a thing

Learned bout a thing or two

The book proved

How right I was about leaving you

We were always each other’s go to

Never each other’s priority

Made you my number one

I was your spare key

So don’t blame me for ghosting

I just did what you couldn’t do

Make a decision

A final decision, for me and you

Every word turned a smile to a frown

You and Your lingering footprints

Your touch, your kiss, your lips, all your imprint

They seem to hover on my thoughts and live in my dreams

Your words haunt me as if they’re not what they seem

The truth about us is clear set in black and white

But I choose to read between the lines and lose sight

Rationality leaps out when it comes to you

This time, I hope I realize that it’s untrue

The love you profess and everything you say

Are all a ruse to what you truly want today

It’s not love that kept you wanting me

It’s knowing that no matter what, you always had me ~