Eliza

I hope we can still watch the needy streamer anime together. My standards might be a little high.

It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. I’m just a asshole that take things for granted with people sometime. I guess that doesn’t change about me.

It’s fun when you suck at a character and then something clicks in your head and you figure out what you were doing wrong and it starts feeling so much better. I didn’t think I would like silver but she’s actually been pretty fun.

I wish people could learn how to talk. It’s so annoying caring 80% of the conversation I’m gonna start giving up on people easier.

Spent the last couple hours thinking about Apollo and builds I can do on him. Can’t wait to play later today. I’m gonna try to master him.

It’s going to be Apollo today. I know it please don’t be the other fuckers.

I just wanted her help with all the things she wanted me to do, but I didn’t wanna look weak so I didn’t ask and it made me mad talking to her cause I wanted to tell her so many things and tell her I was scared and everything. I asked super cool around everyone even when I’m not OK and then I tell her once it’s too late I’d be lying. If I said, sometimes I don’t wanna fucking die right now. I feel that way a little bit. I stay awake all night cause I can’t sleep half the time and the other half it’s just me being exhausted. I can’t find anyone like her. I wish someone like her can just show up out of nowhere. I’m terrible at talking to new people. I’m terrible at finding people. I’m terrible at getting over people. All I want is her I just want her to help me. I want to stay with her forever. I want to do whatever she wants to do that that’s all I want.